things happened

a loooot happened in a span of a year

1. i moved to other office. then moved again. then moved again. to realized i love the initial one better. all i can do now is pray for the best. and still keeping that one dream.

2. things never easy for me. am fully aware long before. but that doesnt mean i cant achieve it. Rabbi Yassir.

3. i felt sick a lot. i hope it was just warning for me to take better care of myself.

4. mak is okay. i hope she would be cancer-free soon. Aminn.

1. its a good thing that i didnt proceed with my intention to be posted oversea. even i do have the means to push it into reality.

2. its a good thing that i do not move out from current office as my peers will be more understanding since they already know my work ethics

3. i feels the need to get married to let Mak have one less thing to worry about.

its hard because i think everybody is moving forward.

but am stuck at the same place.

choking.

karma

People dont leave me.
I. Left them.

So when it happened (being left).
It makes me broken.

Winding up

I just need the break. Works got crazy. Classes got stuffy. And life as whole..

This trip is necessary to wind me down. Its really crucial to the point i cant contain my tears and keep tearing at random places.

Hasbunallah wa ni’mal wakil

its hard watching people change, but its even harder remembering who they used to be

but this is not a blaming game

things change,priorities change,feelings change..hence, people change

but since am human..there are times when am choking inside maintaining my pride.my composure

this is life hana. nothing new. get a grip

i wonder...
aku ni senang nak dibuli ke?
rasa dibuli
asyik kena buli

hana ni mintak banyak sgt ke