I keep staying in relationship with all the wrong reasons
I always felt for the charm, the brain, the look or the personality
I never knew the meaning of ‘love is blind’
until...
This time around
I pray hard that it is only a crush
That soon will go away
Even i do realise i am 25 already
Please...please...and please
I hope this feeling only temporary
He is nothing that i hope i would fall into
And honestly, i am not
It just crossed my mind a few time
The idea me being with him
Tu pun da buat aku sakit kapala
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
discovering
hana baru sedar...
even im loud
even i can be an annoying pusher
even im like this
hana takkan berebut
i do not have the energy
let it come naturally
i am a fighter
but not in that way
i just dont
sighhhh.......
even im loud
even i can be an annoying pusher
even im like this
hana takkan berebut
i do not have the energy
let it come naturally
i am a fighter
but not in that way
i just dont
sighhhh.......
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
tagged
THE SELF
[01] Real name: xxxhana
[02] Nickname: hana
[03] Status: Single but Not Available..
[04] Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 25
[07] High School: SMK Seri Selayang
[08] College: UiTM Shah Alam
[09] Height: 5'5" / 165cm
[10] Weight: BMI 21.1 so, agak2 la
[11] Do you like yourself: there's a parts of me dat i wud like to change
[12] Piercings: satu kiri satu kanan
[13] Right or left: kanan
[14] Are you a freak : hell no
[15] Hair: hijo
[16] Skin: melayu
[17] Allergic: xde allergic2
[18] What are you doing now: jwb tag!!?
[19] What will you doing 1 hour later: send out email
[20] What will you doing 10 years later: a wife and ibu hopefully(insyaallah) plus pekerja kerajaan lg kot
THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: mother, father, kakak, adek kadang2 kawan
[22] Siblings(included you): 5
[23] Eldest: kakak
[24] Youngest: adek
[25] Love/hate your family: love-hate la (standard one), not dat i hate them till want to kill em all.
THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: x la berapa sure
[27] If yes, who is he/she: tu la..
[28] Who you want he/she to be: good husband,father and good khalifah(poyo..)
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: hurm..
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: a boy
[31] Anyone woo you before: xde..xde...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: ade
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: x cukup bg kaseh sayang
[34] Ever argue with your other half: x pernah hohoho
[35] You with your other half since: no specific date.tetibe je aku dgn die
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: straight alhamdulillah
[37] Reasons you love your other half: rasa hebat kot..
[38] You and your other half in which stage: nak tp xnak
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: pernah..mesti pernah
THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: yg betol2 bkn main2 punyer-fiza
[42] Your first enemy: bond
[43] The friends you love the most: some guy
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): ade la
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: not dat beautiful..but sure have the most pleasant face to me-fiza
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: dat 'some guy' tu kot
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: yg mcm mangkuk
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: yg hisap rokok x pikir org lain
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: pernah..pernah...
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: tidak...tidak...
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: tgk la dl aku nk buat aper
[52] If your friend betray you: pun tgk la dl
[53] If your friend woo your lover: sukati die.jodoh maut kerja tuhan
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: let bygones be bygones
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: been there..done that
THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: once upon a time... hurm..
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: most of them..bwuahahahaha
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: some of them
[59] Always late to school/college: pernah jer
[60] Your class: aper ntah, x paham
[61] You love your seniors: entah le
[62] Senior who you love the most: pun entah
[63] Your classmates good/bad: sedang2 saja
[64] Excellent result classmate: pun sedang2 saja
[65] Laziest classmate: malas nak layan
THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: me
[67] Stupid people: org yg x tau nk back off
[68] Good looking people: confident
[69] Ugly people: yg mcm mangkuk
[70] Funny people: bley la
[71] Cute people: unique
[72] Bad people: ambik kesempatan
[73] Honest people: his feeling written in his face
[74] Acting people: xnak nyusahkan org lain.kot...!!?
[75] You are what kind of people: confident!!bwuahahaha
THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes..it tells u everything
[77] Hugs or kisses: dua2...tamak ok
[78] Shorter or taller: yg sedang2 saja
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: xnak...plan ok!!planning is so important
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: apekebende soklan nih
[81] Listener or talker: it works in both way
[82] Romantic or rich: both!!
[83] Good husband or Good Father: both!!!!!aku mmg tamak ok
THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 27-28 insyaallah (tgk tahap kegatalan)
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 3 kot
[86] Career: hurm..
[87] Salary: cukup la...x mintak duit org lain
[88] Retirement age: x tau..tgk tahap kemalasan nanti
[89] Properties value: bley la.nanti lhdn keja lak
[90] Wishes: yg baik2 ajer..ameen
[01] Real name: xxxhana
[02] Nickname: hana
[03] Status: Single but Not Available..
[04] Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 25
[07] High School: SMK Seri Selayang
[08] College: UiTM Shah Alam
[09] Height: 5'5" / 165cm
[10] Weight: BMI 21.1 so, agak2 la
[11] Do you like yourself: there's a parts of me dat i wud like to change
[12] Piercings: satu kiri satu kanan
[13] Right or left: kanan
[14] Are you a freak : hell no
[15] Hair: hijo
[16] Skin: melayu
[17] Allergic: xde allergic2
[18] What are you doing now: jwb tag!!?
[19] What will you doing 1 hour later: send out email
[20] What will you doing 10 years later: a wife and ibu hopefully(insyaallah) plus pekerja kerajaan lg kot
THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: mother, father, kakak, adek kadang2 kawan
[22] Siblings(included you): 5
[23] Eldest: kakak
[24] Youngest: adek
[25] Love/hate your family: love-hate la (standard one), not dat i hate them till want to kill em all.
THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: x la berapa sure
[27] If yes, who is he/she: tu la..
[28] Who you want he/she to be: good husband,father and good khalifah(poyo..)
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: hurm..
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: a boy
[31] Anyone woo you before: xde..xde...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: ade
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: x cukup bg kaseh sayang
[34] Ever argue with your other half: x pernah hohoho
[35] You with your other half since: no specific date.tetibe je aku dgn die
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: straight alhamdulillah
[37] Reasons you love your other half: rasa hebat kot..
[38] You and your other half in which stage: nak tp xnak
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: pernah..mesti pernah
THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: yg betol2 bkn main2 punyer-fiza
[42] Your first enemy: bond
[43] The friends you love the most: some guy
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): ade la
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: not dat beautiful..but sure have the most pleasant face to me-fiza
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: dat 'some guy' tu kot
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: yg mcm mangkuk
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: yg hisap rokok x pikir org lain
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: pernah..pernah...
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: tidak...tidak...
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: tgk la dl aku nk buat aper
[52] If your friend betray you: pun tgk la dl
[53] If your friend woo your lover: sukati die.jodoh maut kerja tuhan
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: let bygones be bygones
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: been there..done that
THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: once upon a time... hurm..
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: most of them..bwuahahahaha
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: some of them
[59] Always late to school/college: pernah jer
[60] Your class: aper ntah, x paham
[61] You love your seniors: entah le
[62] Senior who you love the most: pun entah
[63] Your classmates good/bad: sedang2 saja
[64] Excellent result classmate: pun sedang2 saja
[65] Laziest classmate: malas nak layan
THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: me
[67] Stupid people: org yg x tau nk back off
[68] Good looking people: confident
[69] Ugly people: yg mcm mangkuk
[70] Funny people: bley la
[71] Cute people: unique
[72] Bad people: ambik kesempatan
[73] Honest people: his feeling written in his face
[74] Acting people: xnak nyusahkan org lain.kot...!!?
[75] You are what kind of people: confident!!bwuahahaha
THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes..it tells u everything
[77] Hugs or kisses: dua2...tamak ok
[78] Shorter or taller: yg sedang2 saja
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: xnak...plan ok!!planning is so important
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: apekebende soklan nih
[81] Listener or talker: it works in both way
[82] Romantic or rich: both!!
[83] Good husband or Good Father: both!!!!!aku mmg tamak ok
THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 27-28 insyaallah (tgk tahap kegatalan)
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 3 kot
[86] Career: hurm..
[87] Salary: cukup la...x mintak duit org lain
[88] Retirement age: x tau..tgk tahap kemalasan nanti
[89] Properties value: bley la.nanti lhdn keja lak
[90] Wishes: yg baik2 ajer..ameen
Friday, October 10, 2008
be THANKFUL
Be thankful that you don’t already have everything you desire,
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don’t know something
For it gives you the opportunity to learn.
Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations
Because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for each new challenge
Because it will build your strength and character.
Be thankful for your mistakes
They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you’re tired and weary
Because it means you’ve made a difference.
It is easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also
thankful for the setbacks.
GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they
can become your blessings.
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don’t know something
For it gives you the opportunity to learn.
Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations
Because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for each new challenge
Because it will build your strength and character.
Be thankful for your mistakes
They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you’re tired and weary
Because it means you’ve made a difference.
It is easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also
thankful for the setbacks.
GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they
can become your blessings.
Monday, October 06, 2008
Aurora Greenway quotes
“Work like you don't need the money, love like your heart has never been broken, and dance like no one is watching”
Monday, September 15, 2008
i should try this one!!
Assemble stuffs needed. They are : one 8 inch springform cheesecake tin, one lemon, two packets of premix which I bought from CookingIsland and milk and butter.
4.08 pm: Mix a bit of butter, milk and the black forest (or is it chocolate fudge?) premix to make the base of the cheesecake. After well mix, punch them at the base of the sprinform cake tin. A springform cake tin is the kind where you can take off the side of the tin from the base. I bought it from IKEA.
to be continued~~
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