how weird is that

duduk satu circle dgn aku tp borak2 tak include aku skali
budget nk wat mcm aku invisible la tuh
im the one at loss here ok.aku ditched ko pun ko yg nk kawin dl kan!?
da terlebih tua da wei
patut da bley ade 5 anak pun

Mentally deranged

social pressure……
or is it peer pressure. what ever it is I refuse to let myself indulge in it
I have my own dating rules. but as I get older the more I sees it as ridiculous
I think I need to works on my issues first before I let myself out again (or even settle it)
honestly, I wonder whether I’m going to settle due to the pressure
it would be nice to share things with someone but I just don’t want it to be just anyone
selfishly, I hope good things really comes to me cause hell know I really wait
I always in relationships that bound to fail. So…maybe…im actually the problem
but I still believe relationship is not a matter of effort ,its matter of heart
tapi…people get what they get not what they deserve
screw

i always think that i'm a private person.am i?

29.11.2010 till 15.07.2011

ish...date confirmed!!!
module x dpt table lg

=(

he saw me talking with some random guy and casually inquires about that guy
'he sure was handsome. is he your friend?'
"i don’t know him"
'then why would you talk that nicely with him?'
"like you said, he’s handsome. it’s pretty obvious dummy, do you need to ask more"
'if i’m such a dummy, why do you hang out with me?'

how can you be such an ass and so cute at the same time? it hurts my brain.

apekah!!!!????

ko yg nk kawen bakpe mintak permission kat aku
bukan ko nak kawen dgn aku pun
annoying tau

kalau aku dah desperate sgt nanti pandai la aku cekau sape2 ajak kawen
right now, at this very moment aku masih ade issues
so ko nak kawen ke nk tunang ke nak terjun bangunan ke aku tak kesah
kite bukannye rapat sgt pun~

teringin giler nk makan red valvet cake
argh...berdosanye