fitrah tudung itu memang untuk membataskan..

ok insaf.
moga berterusan

p/s: dont treat tudung as part of fashion statement.

Dealing With Mental Disorders and Other Abnormalities At The Office

ahahahaha

...because love can come, if you believe in it and behave as if it exists. That was the case, too, with free will; with perhaps, fath of any sort; and love was a sort of faith, was it not?
- Alexander McCall Smith, The Right Attitude to Rain

i need hug(s)..

jauh hati

work sucks!

i wish im not in malaysia
december..cepat la sampai T_T

i have experiencing eyes twitching for days. my right's eye. i need medical explanation for this. so i google it up. here's the causes;

• Stress
• Tiredness
• Eye strain
• Caffeine
• Alcohol
• Dry eyes
• Nutritional imbalances
• Allergies

so you said someone miss me huh!

gentleman's dignity

I know something’s gone awry but I feel like going on
I know I could be wrong but I also could be right

And I feel the earth is turning faster before I saw you there

I feel the sky is spinning lighter before I saw you there
And I see the things are not the same again
Cause you’re here cause you’re there cause you’re everywhere

Now I know how my times can be still in the way
Hope this could last until we find brighter days
I know how my times can be still in the way
I hoping this could last until we fade away

I know something’s gone awry but I feel like going on
I know I need to say good bye for I’m off for the brand new days with you

feels like want to disappear

i may look happy bubly and dont really care much
but  i like to keep my issue(s) straight.
 if you want to playing around with your words and actions, think again!
i dont think you are ready for this.you wont be able to handle me

mature atau heartless?

a series of unfortunate events for today
1.my tyre got pancit.
pagi2 nk pegi keje tgk tayar pancit.

2.still dealing with the stupid supplier for the 100th times.

3.the quarters, the house that was meant to be mine , not that 100% will be mine.
some sort of miscommunication when im supposed to get the house's keys within 7 working days.informed one of the officer that i will only manage to get the key on 19th nov but the information was not being shared with his colleague.so..i need to wait for the result/decision whether the house would still be mine.

surprisingly...im not getting mad or cry to all those three events.someone said 'hana dah matang.darjah kesabaran dh tambah .'
that makes me thinking
im concern.
is it that im getting mature or..am i heartless??

... it would be interesting to find out what goes on in that moment when someone looks at you and draws all sorts of conclusions.

sungguh teringin nak konvo dengan happy happy setakat ni my convocation ceremonies was not one happy event ade je bende x kena jadi masa tu the last convocation for me was a dreaded one but when im coming to this stage (again) the idea keep coming back to me maybe i should go for it sekarang lebih tenang (unlike before) but theres still but..

There are things you do sometimes, actions that you take by obeying sudden impulses, without stopping for even a fraction of a second to think, and then you spend the rest of your life either lamenting it or thanking yourself for it. They are rare, unique, and perfect moments. - Irene Gonzalez Frei

sometimes, everything could go wrong yet you still feel happy inside. for these rare times, alhamdulillah.

rase ditindas.serius..
sedih sgt sampai rewind semua penindasan yg aku terima
kat ofis
jaga kat rumah pun tindas aku.isk..isk..isk..
ingat..aku ingat..
ko tindas2 aku,ko ingt dunia ni x berputar

ade buat salah kot aku ni
TT.TT

I'm not good with emotions.lebih2 lg skrg ni
things were too much.seems like I can't handle it
T_T

I always deserve the best treatment,because I never put up with any other - Emma

the place,the task,the people

I hate everything about that place
Hate.hatred.detest.loathe.anything that brings the same meaning.
I want to move.out from there
And never look back.kalau boleh jejak kaki pun x mau..
That's how much I hate it
I hate it to the bits and it already taking a toll on my life,my relationship and even my body
I always fall sick nowadays.selsema.sakit kepala.demam.never ending story
I'm relatively not a happy person anymore.
I don't want to be there
Benci.meluat.nk muntah.cannot stand.
Come on...its about time for rainbows

Take it easy. I was just kidding.
Just kidding?so you were just kidding?like what you said has been totally negated just because you were thoughtful enough to say..just kidding?


Stop pressuring me.just stop pressuring me
Make me wanna scream!

love-hate relationship?

This is not a love-hate relationship.
This is a hate-hate-hate-hhhhhhate relationship
I hate the task.I hate the place.I hate the people!!!

How hard this could be?
Really?am being push to dead end?
Really!?why do life sooo sucks!!
I'm getting tired of this.really.tired.
Can't just someone come and safe me?
If I'm about to safe my own self,wasn't it supposed to be about time for the rainbows?
Crap..why is this sooo hard.ape yg hana nk pegang skrg ni

Please...its about time for rainbow pls...

ha3..
so I guess I'm not going to meet my Mr Shining Amour, Rich, Nice and hormat org tua, matching my emotional intelligent yang will get head over heels dgn perempuan gemok byk jerawat just yet.

I need to focus on my career!!

bawa...aku pergi

I wanna break from all of this

In my dreams I'm out from here and never look back
The new office offer me to do something that plague my interest
Something related to technologies and science
And have the opportunity to grow my talent and not being underused
dan lepas tu aku nangis sedey...

in my dreams

I have a lot of dreams
since am having a hard time to makes it come true
am going to write it
so I won't forget;in the midst of struggling
If I can't make it all come true, with a humble abode, I sincerely hoping I could make most of it.because I know deep inside,I wouldn't dare to ask too much.
but then how much is too much
am I sure what I'm asking for is not too much
wallahualam

new year

new hope