winter blues

my kind of winter blues; sleep around 8 and wakes up around 2. dah dua minggu mcm ni.i have no problem with the pattern,yg jadi masalah when i tend to get sleepy around 11 dan masa tu dlm kelas.memang terbaik..

apart from the coldness, I'm relatively ok and adapting with the new routine over here.i know I'm a better person since I'm not whining every single day (and sometimes 3,4 times daily), unlike before.though student life is not that easy, I'm really glad that i take a break from my job. and I'm lucky that i did it now rather than earlier

hijrah farhana..hijrah!!

november

1. in the middle of writing my assignment (s). sensing that someone is going loco sambil khatam drama korea.
damn...i surpassed that stage before.dah tiba2 sangkut balik.its either I'm watching it on streaming.or listening to the ost as writing my assignment (or blog).

2. maybe its november, I'm a bit melancholic

3. feels like crying but do not have a valid reason. so i watch sappy and heart wrenching love story; so i could cry.too afraid to watch family-kind of movie incase it may lead to depression

4. am no fun person at all over here. all the jokes, the witty ones.hilang.i blame my inability to trust people.they are stranger; so i didn't put down my guard around people over here.
yeah..im that kind of person.lambat warm up.cuma sesekali ade la jgk terlepas perangai sebnr.but most of the times; I'm the other me.

5. i do enjoy the alone time over here. i even went to nearby attractions by my own.rather than being with a bad companion, enjoy jgk jalan sendiri. and i enjoying my morning walk the most!!lepas subuh keluar jalan dekat park.but of course it depends on the weather.
but being alone in a foreign city. its kind of lonely.

sighhh.thesis life. i miss everything that I'm familiar with.


p/s: im not very sure what the relations between this post and the article. i just feel like to post it here.


http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/10/01/getting-married_n_4019613.html?utm_hp_ref=mostpopular

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i have done most of it except no 2, 6 and 12. no 8 is out of discussion. and still working on 5, 16, 17, 19 and 20.

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Bristol

I am in Bristol since 21st September 2013.
Alhamdulillah yang dirancang dapat di capai.
Life as a student, is not easy.
As least, not as easy as it used to be.
Mungkin faktor usia.
Atau geografi.
Atau cuaca.

Setakat ni, makan cukup. tidur lebih.
I have enough time over here if i can say
Compare dgn masa keje dl, tak sempat nampak matahari.
tapi kat sini pun selalu je tak nampak matahari; the so called english weather.

Moga tak hilang fokus.
Dan tidak lupa matlamat,

Dalam masa yang sama, this is my break.
Really.
Because I hate my previous job (task).
ehe..