' milestone tahun ni sume da settle' wo00ot w0ot

1. The guy that I think that like me and I think I can like him back is someone elses pakwe

2. The guy that im dating and that is not someone elses pakwe, I just couldnt manage to like him back

3. The guy that I think I most despise sampai sakit2 kepala, apperantly is someone that I keep thinking about

Sigh…

4. I want to eat prosperity mcdonald….

5. da dpt pavlova.lalalala….

6. Pastu dpt mkn kat miyagi

7. Yes, im dating out of boredom.abes la aku kena panah petir main2 hati org sbb tu la x jumpe2 lagik my other half.

8. Pastu aku tau my colleague buat ‘secret’ arrangement for birthdayS celebration.ha3…kantaoi.so many of us that were born on November.so ari2 ade je org merengek nak hadiah

9. Secretly, I wish he also would be coming.

10. I.Aint.Affected.By. Harmless.Flirt

Sigh again~

I watched twilight on starmovies last nite. Perasaan aku atas perasaan aku mase tgk smlm masih sama. It create unnecessary tensen kat aku. X pasal2 muka aku pun mcm org in pain. So, mcm biase aku masih x paham wat la all the crazeeyy-ness over the actors.konfius mius. and btw, the so-called hotshot drop dead gorgeous hensem petala kesepuluh tu, aku tgk mcm the so-unwashed. Naseb la kalo nk kutuk aku mengata die sbb x dpt kan, tp sungguh tiap kali aku nmpk muka die kat magz ke newspaper ker confirm nmpk mcm x mandi. Dgn beard berjurai x shave le bagai. Biase la, artis kan, bz memanjang.

Anyhoo, to justify myself mmg aku tgk twilight dolu kat cinema. Dan mesti aku tgk jgk new moon nih. Mmg aku cam muka pelakon2nyer pun. But it doesn’t meaning aku suke kat dema. Maybe sbb aku bace all 4 books. So its kind a spoiler da utk aku yg da tau ape jd kat dorg tuh. Senang ckp, saje..entertainment utk aku kutuk kutuk ngata ngata pelakon2 tuh. Btw, nak tau full story aku bley crite kat korg. Ui think I can stil remember d whole 4 books’s storyline vividly. Of course le kena byr. No such thing as free lunch eh in this world.

coming to end 2009 has no meanings for me. i would very much like to review my resolutions last year and make a KPI out of it but that doesn't matter anymore. i probably am screwed up than 2008, and MORALLY BANKRUPT.

so next year, i am taking a different approach. i will have no goals. except my tradition of losing weight. gain,lose,gain,lose,WHATEVER!as long as i fit into my jeans.

however i am increasing my travel, and any kind of travel will take into account. let see. places i've been in 09 was kluang, jb, Cameron highland, kota tinggi, k.t’ganu, dungun, kemaman, genting, langkawi, kedah, kapas, fraser, penang, Melaka, pd, bandung, seremban, Melaka lagi, pd lagi, seremban lagi, kemaman lagi, dungun balik, kluang lagi, pd lagi, seremban lagi, pangkor, lumut, seremban lagi, Melaka lagi (hurm…I mite end up living at pd seremban or Melaka kot mcm nih)

so 2010 would pretty much include pd, Melaka, seremban (these 3 confirm mesti dlm list), shah alam, Thailand, London, Scotland, s’pore, sabah, brussel, emeriyah arab bersatu, morocco, Dublin, Babylon, cyberjaya, parcel c, parcel d-z, dubai,helsinki,and taman equine. money is not an issue. my astrologers said that i will be rich next year and so i believe them CAUSE IT MAKES ME HAPPY TO THINK THAT I'M RICH.

as this post has no title, i will also end this entry with no meanings whatsoever and could be the least of your concern very abruptly.

madinah few years ago

i dont love mondays btw

aku x sepatutnyer tau. tp aku da x sengaja ter'tau'.jgn...jgn datang....or u going to messing up my emotions

Heart wavering

due to something that happen last weekend, aku terus rase x sehat. Along the way pun hidung aku asyek berdarah (somehow it makes me smile sbb nmpk muke concern s’org….aarghhh I disgust u farhana!!) I’ve failed to stand on my emotions(again).hurm…I dun really want to talk about it. go..go..and go..being buried in the deepest lowest ground. it amazed me myself that I could come in this state

Day after tomorrow would be my 26th birthday. And all I gained from this past year is involvement with men. Yes!! i got in trouble with man. men. i know, SHOCKER.

And I gained my weight. But then again this is not anything new.

oo..im also morally disturbed sometimes.and I hate my relationship with GOD.i know, I disgust. Bile la nak reti bersyukur nih.

All in all, I just to want to let myself know that I regret my decision on last weekend

Sigh~

when i ask how your day was, it is to make conversation. your one word response of ‘good’ or ‘fine’ doesn’t help the situation at all

337. HALF OF YOU HAVEN'T EVEN PARTIED IN THE USA. STOP IT.

330. THE GIRL KATY PERRY KISSED DID NOT LIKE IT.

312. NO, OASIS, SALLY SO CANNOT WAIT. SALLY IS AN IMPATIENT BITCH.

ha3...klakar

All wisdoms are from Got Wisdom?

Haven't Met You Yet

I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmm...

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm...

But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair.
In love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh!

You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, to give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love...)
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet.

p/s:addition in my to do list
g killarney market n buat huru hara
miahahaha

kalo aku tau gini jdnyer aku antar budi pegi spa

aku gn keta adek aku ari nih.initial plan antar die g interbiu.ambek die pastu die antar aku msk opis blk.reason--->die x reti bwk keta lain yg bukan keta die

biase la bdk br start bwk keta.aku pun cam gitu dolu2

pastu mcm besa la.mak aku tuh, die pegi buat plan lain lak tibe2.die yg nk ambek adek aku abes interbiu.hish...makcik kiah nih.biar la bdk tu blajar jd independent plak.bukan nyer x bley.tp bile gabenor da kuar statement.sume pun ikot je la.

hasilnyer...aku jenoh nak msk parking sbb tag tinggal dlm vios.da dpt msk parking jenoh plak nak kluar dr parking reason yg same.aku xdak tag

xpe.bg aku hayati perasaan bwk keta baru.miahahaha

aku da tgk da cite the time traveler's wife yg digembar gemborkn tuh.bley la.agak terhayati lak jgk kejiwangan aku



body eric bana mmg la mengancam.tp..mcm ade yg kurang.aku rase mcm die kurang penghayatan pd karekter die.pergh.....juri2 profesional da x bley carik mkn da.aku da terer da.

mujor kot aku x bc buku die.kalo x lagi die nanes dgr aku komen mcm2 since most of d time d film adaptation from a novel always dissapoint me



pastu mase wedding caremony dorg penat aku kutuk(ha3...spoiler).kutuk punya kutuk punya kutuk rupenya ade je justificationnyer. penat aku mengata there is no way henry si librarian tu can afford dat kind of wedding.i mean..manenyer die dpt duit.tipu tau tak..tipu..tp dipikir2 balik.logik jer.sbb parents pompuan tuh kaya.dorg punye invatation pun bkn mcm kenduro org2 melayu bley sampai beribu riban.kalo da sampai 200pax pun dorg da kire ramai(mcm tau2 je aku nih)

anyway, terus membawa ke isu seterusnye.aku tgk nona smlm.lame gak la tak tgk..aku rase la kan.nona tu patut di'banned'.takdenyer guna label wajib tayang da..

gilor ape.tunjuk rumah chantek2.wedding bapak atok nenek moyang lavish.gilos ape.aku tak kesah la da ko mmg mampu nak buat wedding kayak itu.tp kan,kan ke ko da buat ati org2 lain yg x mampu(mcm aku ni)menjeruk ati.gile ape.pastu bl reporter interbiu

groom: well...konsep kami sbnarnyer mahukan yg simple

bride: yg penting kami dpt bersam berkumpul wif those who we care n care about us on the day that most important to us

groom: and calebrating it wof us

kepala hotak ko!!!ayat ko tu kalo aku la.aku interpret as riak.takabbur.gile la dorg nih.manyak mane duit dlm akaun bley ade hati buat majlis lagu gitu.seram aku wei.

nona
u watch out!!
for making mediocre middle class workers feel less humane and crippled for inability to throw outrageous 7 days 7 nights weddings worth millions of ringgits usually held by children of Datuk's, Datuk Sri's, Tan Sri's, Datuk Tan Sri's
ko da set mark tinggi2 gitu utk those yg looking forward nak kawen wei.
ape2 jd.org berhutang sbb nak byr majlis kawen ke.x jd kawen sbb x mampu nak buat majlis gilang gemilang sbb panggil nonan pun nona xnak dtg ke.tu sume salah ko.da dorg2 tu mampu buat majlis cam gitu.naseb dorg la.cube sesekali ko tunjuk majlis2 yg biase2 ala2 org kebanyakan buat.eeiiii....x pasal2 create unnecessary tension plak kat aku.huh

p/s:nampak sgt aku dengki org laen byk duit