Like my blog title, this is going to be a lame entry.
I blogged becos of the sake of blogging.
I just felt a bit guilty that i've not been touching my blog for a couple of days.
And next week, i wun have much time to blog either.
Im being quite nonsensical now.
and i'm not going to check thru my entry
to make sure there isnt any typos or any mistakes in this entry.
Too tired to do so, take it or leave it.
Yawn. So many things to do ...
busy busy!
~fulled stomach :D
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
conversation....
Perbualan antara seorang ibu dan anak perempuannya ketika berbuka puasa
Anak: mak, td ade kwn ckpkn, kalo x mkn byk pn, tp masak ari2 bley gemuk jgk tau!
Mak: kenapa lak?
A: ntah, die ckp sbb ape2 pn org yg msk tu dl dpt bau2 makann tu dl
M: iye ker? Bley plak cam gitu.
A: die ckp ler…mcm mak @#$%W tu die ckp. Tak la mkn byk pn. Tp sbb berniaga, ari2 masak byk. Tu yg badan die besor tuh. Kwn hn tu, die ckp die x msk pn kt umh skrg nih die wat keje2 mcm sapu umah ker mop lantai ker…kite tkr ar job description.lps nih nk kemas umh jer lak.
M: dah tu?
A: dah tu, x nk ar masak ari2
M: bley gak. X yah makan(sambil tersenyum2)
Cet….aku dh agak dh mak akan ckp mcm tuh
~met a few rude people today
still, there’s a lot of nice people around me
so I don’t want to give a damn to those few
hahaha….padan muka korg!!
Anak: mak, td ade kwn ckpkn, kalo x mkn byk pn, tp masak ari2 bley gemuk jgk tau!
Mak: kenapa lak?
A: ntah, die ckp sbb ape2 pn org yg msk tu dl dpt bau2 makann tu dl
M: iye ker? Bley plak cam gitu.
A: die ckp ler…mcm mak @#$%W tu die ckp. Tak la mkn byk pn. Tp sbb berniaga, ari2 masak byk. Tu yg badan die besor tuh. Kwn hn tu, die ckp die x msk pn kt umh skrg nih die wat keje2 mcm sapu umah ker mop lantai ker…kite tkr ar job description.lps nih nk kemas umh jer lak.
M: dah tu?
A: dah tu, x nk ar masak ari2
M: bley gak. X yah makan(sambil tersenyum2)
Cet….aku dh agak dh mak akan ckp mcm tuh
~met a few rude people today
still, there’s a lot of nice people around me
so I don’t want to give a damn to those few
hahaha….padan muka korg!!
Watched the Oprah winfrey show today
I’m confused why there are certain people,
wanted it so badly to change their face.
There is a girl who through 26 times of plastic surgery
Trying to look like Michael Jackson
Duhh…..
No one perfect!!
You should deal with your flaws
There is no way
You don’t have even a single thing
To be proud of
There must be
Even a little thing dat can keep you smiling
Family, frens, job, achievement
Or even
Weather, stars, skies, cats
~Trying to understand those people…
I’m confused why there are certain people,
wanted it so badly to change their face.
There is a girl who through 26 times of plastic surgery
Trying to look like Michael Jackson
Duhh…..
No one perfect!!
You should deal with your flaws
There is no way
You don’t have even a single thing
To be proud of
There must be
Even a little thing dat can keep you smiling
Family, frens, job, achievement
Or even
Weather, stars, skies, cats
~Trying to understand those people…
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Monday, July 24, 2006
life's adventure
What happens when you put 3 red, ripe rambutan, 4 plump banana, and 1 cup of pure lemon-juice into a blender and steadily blend for 1 minute? pergh...confirm saket per0t
okay,
that was a very very bad analogy
- but a blended drink is kinda how i feel right now.
not that im psycho
but i'd like to believe and trust
that where i go is where God leads me.
otherwise i seriously doubt
i could muster up any respectible amount of motivation.
I guees I’m a positive thinker!!
Hehe…perasan
someone i respect once told me
that the adventures i seek in life
are not the only adventures that God has to offer.
the greater and more fulfilling adventure is going through life itself.
N don’t envy those people
Who seems to hav a great life
Seems r having no problems
Dat IS actually their ‘dugaan’
Whether they will b thankful to god
For giving him such a great life
Or jd lupe daratan….
Ingat jgk ayat dayah
‘Allah xkn uji kite kalo Dia rase kite x bley nk handle’
i held on to those words ever since
~i must be lost my sense, my sanity
i was out of my mind
i'm not good in it. in fact,i've nvr done it before.
mgkn hana dh hilang kewarasan....
for d sake of my pride
maybe i sud just giving up on dat particular 'thing'
okay,
that was a very very bad analogy
- but a blended drink is kinda how i feel right now.
not that im psycho
but i'd like to believe and trust
that where i go is where God leads me.
otherwise i seriously doubt
i could muster up any respectible amount of motivation.
I guees I’m a positive thinker!!
Hehe…perasan
someone i respect once told me
that the adventures i seek in life
are not the only adventures that God has to offer.
the greater and more fulfilling adventure is going through life itself.
N don’t envy those people
Who seems to hav a great life
Seems r having no problems
Dat IS actually their ‘dugaan’
Whether they will b thankful to god
For giving him such a great life
Or jd lupe daratan….
Ingat jgk ayat dayah
‘Allah xkn uji kite kalo Dia rase kite x bley nk handle’
i held on to those words ever since
~i must be lost my sense, my sanity
i was out of my mind
i'm not good in it. in fact,i've nvr done it before.
mgkn hana dh hilang kewarasan....
for d sake of my pride
maybe i sud just giving up on dat particular 'thing'
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Intensity rising
No, I’m not talking about the weather,
Although it feels immensily wonderful,
The sun breathing down its warmth and all.
Plus a little haze J
And no, I’m not talking about my life
so why all the rising intensity business?
to put it simply,
i don't know where I’m at with all this change
and the direction of today’s lifestyle.
i really don't know what to think of "today’s culture."
It’s a much heavy issues
I’m concern on wat’s happening around me
Eventhough I’m not such a good person.
Still
I feel bad when I can’t influencing
People around me wif a good thing.
yet there is soo little good thing in me ;(
en hanafiah’s class yesterday really made me think a lot
not those thing dat only on the surface.
the beneath under
betol la ckp iza..he IS the husband material type of person
regardless wat’s his political thinking/view
hehehe…
too bad he made it clear dat he felt content wif a wife
and 5 children
hmm….
haven’t dreamt about it also!!
i gotta keep praying about this in addition
for everyone
and to everything else concerning my life.
i've been slacking in this for much more than a moment's breath these days.
Sometimes
I get overly conscious
and forget what I'm suppose to be doing.
People have different defense mechanisms.
It could make a room feel intense.
I've been hanging out with inspiration all day today
and it's an easy feeling to have.
Been gardening wif mak the whole morning
And a pep talk among us
Nice ;)
Hurmm
Yesterday I also got a pep talk wif fiza
All d way from shah alam to selayang
I cried a little and laughed a lot ;D
See!!! I AM normal..
The eyes of sincerity and my naivete blend together.
Someone to play along and agree and give something back
is a great feeling.
It's a slow process
and I've calmed down and I think
I like people a lot,
and their weirdness. Lol
Although it feels immensily wonderful,
The sun breathing down its warmth and all.
Plus a little haze J
And no, I’m not talking about my life
so why all the rising intensity business?
to put it simply,
i don't know where I’m at with all this change
and the direction of today’s lifestyle.
i really don't know what to think of "today’s culture."
It’s a much heavy issues
I’m concern on wat’s happening around me
Eventhough I’m not such a good person.
Still
I feel bad when I can’t influencing
People around me wif a good thing.
yet there is soo little good thing in me ;(
en hanafiah’s class yesterday really made me think a lot
not those thing dat only on the surface.
the beneath under
betol la ckp iza..he IS the husband material type of person
regardless wat’s his political thinking/view
hehehe…
too bad he made it clear dat he felt content wif a wife
and 5 children
hmm….
haven’t dreamt about it also!!
i gotta keep praying about this in addition
for everyone
and to everything else concerning my life.
i've been slacking in this for much more than a moment's breath these days.
Sometimes
I get overly conscious
and forget what I'm suppose to be doing.
People have different defense mechanisms.
It could make a room feel intense.
I've been hanging out with inspiration all day today
and it's an easy feeling to have.
Been gardening wif mak the whole morning
And a pep talk among us
Nice ;)
Hurmm
Yesterday I also got a pep talk wif fiza
All d way from shah alam to selayang
I cried a little and laughed a lot ;D
See!!! I AM normal..
The eyes of sincerity and my naivete blend together.
Someone to play along and agree and give something back
is a great feeling.
It's a slow process
and I've calmed down and I think
I like people a lot,
and their weirdness. Lol
Friday, July 21, 2006
up all night
i've been blocked by this distraction
that doesn't want to focus on what's right.
You just spoiling my mood
While I was soo eager doing my surfing
Looking for journals n info
Replying mails regarding my ‘future-to-be-called-thesis’.
You can call me something i can't spell.
anything,
i'm ready.
i'll interpret it in something beautiful.
it's my tweek of life.
i can’t take the insults.
i can't take your comments
even u not saying it loud n clear
but deep inside I knew it’s what u tend to say
because like i said before,
beauty is in what i make of it.
it's a layer beneathe judgement.
deep in to the core that makes me cry.
i've tried to reason with your mistakes
but i still want to give u my answer.
through this spiritual guidance,
i step aside which is mine,
which i can agree on,
whom i can judge and accept.
where i am,
who i could,
what i should...
u should really give some more time
u r actually got my attention
it just, there is some issues dat I need to deal wif
for a life changing decision.
Sori for being too critical
Sori for being analytical
Sorry dat I ain’t like wat u think I am
Sori that I can’t take your weaknesses
Sorry that u can’t deal wif my principles.
I’m not sad
I really don’t.
I just felt sori
For wasted ur such ‘precious’ time
it's natural. it's me.
it's regrets.
i can't deny it.
how can i?
struggle is company..;(
~I’m just glad I not sink into it
that doesn't want to focus on what's right.
You just spoiling my mood
While I was soo eager doing my surfing
Looking for journals n info
Replying mails regarding my ‘future-to-be-called-thesis’.
You can call me something i can't spell.
anything,
i'm ready.
i'll interpret it in something beautiful.
it's my tweek of life.
i can’t take the insults.
i can't take your comments
even u not saying it loud n clear
but deep inside I knew it’s what u tend to say
because like i said before,
beauty is in what i make of it.
it's a layer beneathe judgement.
deep in to the core that makes me cry.
i've tried to reason with your mistakes
but i still want to give u my answer.
through this spiritual guidance,
i step aside which is mine,
which i can agree on,
whom i can judge and accept.
where i am,
who i could,
what i should...
u should really give some more time
u r actually got my attention
it just, there is some issues dat I need to deal wif
for a life changing decision.
Sori for being too critical
Sori for being analytical
Sorry dat I ain’t like wat u think I am
Sori that I can’t take your weaknesses
Sorry that u can’t deal wif my principles.
I’m not sad
I really don’t.
I just felt sori
For wasted ur such ‘precious’ time
it's natural. it's me.
it's regrets.
i can't deny it.
how can i?
struggle is company..;(
~I’m just glad I not sink into it
Thursday, July 20, 2006
welcome
it's a new space..
i found out d email notification for friendster's updated blogs are a bit irritated
so
dis wud be my official blog.
wif out d notification
i doubt there wud be much people read it
so
i can just rambling here
rambling, rambling n rambling
i found out d email notification for friendster's updated blogs are a bit irritated
so
dis wud be my official blog.
wif out d notification
i doubt there wud be much people read it
so
i can just rambling here
rambling, rambling n rambling
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