my unsavory business

“does it make sense to you?”

“it doesn’t really make sense, but it just happened…. i thought i wouldn’t be able to put up with it either, but i can, so i’m putting up with it.”

this is what life is

setakat baru 2, 3 kali keje straight sampai sabtu ape la sangat
ye la...kalau aku nak banding dgn bdk sharipah tu
(tp...gaji die byk!!)

tarik nafas dalam dalam

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lepas~

I think I went overdose on my perfume and it's giving me a headache

Current mood:boleh tahan

current song on repeat mode:"Stars Are Blind - Paris Hilton"..don't ask why. Buang tebiat kot aku ni...

today's plan:tak nak marah....tak nak marah....tak nak marah....tak nak marah....

i wanna be married for at least 46 years

the cleaner lady came to my room today....teary eyed...
found out her husband's playing around
i don't know what to say to her..'leave the douchebag?'
easy for me to say...i'm not the one married to the loser
and there are kids involved

cleaner said 'penat saya berjuang datang sini cari rezeki'
aku kesian dengar..i can never imagine being in that position
all i've had so far are cheating boyfriends
u break up, you move on...end of story

my parents is another story...which i dont even want to go there
but when your husband cheats..then what?
all i can say is that don't give him any money...

i mean, alangkan boyfriend buat hal pun i can pack my bags and leave
(figure of speech la kan not that there were any bags involved)
really how?what do you say to a woman who loves her cheating husband?
you're an idiot? that'll be too mean...
get a lawyer? not that it's necessary...

i'm stumped..! just when i thought i always know what to say
there are friends keep turning to me for advice and all that
especially when it comes to lovelife
i give good advice..at least i think i do..
practical ones.most of the time...

the thing with me is that i hate looking like an idiot
and i would hate it if my friends are being treated like idiots
so when it comes to problematic guys and girls..i'd say ~ Leave..!

it was only until last time when i failed to practice what i preached
call it sheer determination, or just plain stupidity
(of course i'm sure it's the latter)
i keep believing that things will change
even came to a point i got my priorities all jumbled up
chucked a good guy aside to make way for this 'distraction' of mine

talking to the Don has made me realize that the best way out of this mess is to leave
leave while I still can.
i did made my exit
but suddenly i wonder
'why did'nt he call me anymore!?'

i think i miss him
(crap!)

Drama is my middle name

Location : Office
Current mood : cynical + sarcastic + plain bitter

time travel

i wanna be a time traveller anytime and anywhere i wish
doraemon....mane pintu suka hati!!?

he’s having fun at her expense

her: “I’m the type to say whatever comes to mind.”
him: “Is that something to brag about?”
her: “Who said I’m bragging? Still, my mother told me that if I meet the right person, he’d dote on me. Rather than harboring lots of thoughts and being sneaky, people who openly express what they’re thinking are the kind who get fussed over as cute.”
him: “but I’m not fussing you as cute. you are cute”

hurrmmm

someone once told me that if you look for something with an earnest heart, you’ll find it.

ramadhan datang lagi

emak used to say that the most foolish person is the one who uses a lot of energy but doesn’t get anything done

is that’s what I am alike? — i may have the energy, but things don’t work out for me.
sigh~

i hope this ramadhan i will be a better person

how I plan on living my life

win on the righteous things, and

lose on the unjust things

my thoughts on what i think about you

i think you are an imbecile

aku benci...

1. samantha brown
mcm cilakak bergirang gumbira seny0m2 kerang busuk.
how on earth she's able to do that kind of thing while im trap in this crappy job!!??
da la tu, shes being paid for travelling
nak kata hot kat mata aku mane yg hotnye
ko tido dgn producer ape?

ke...ko yg kaya produce program sendri

tak kisah la.yg penting aku benci ko

2.john mayer
for being able to put into words whats in people's mind but dont bother to make a sentence out of it
kalo aku jantan ade muke kayak itu, sore mcm gitu, me also can afford to be a playboy
besar la kemungkinan anak haram aku merata2
naseb aku tak jadi john mayer

updates

ade few things yg bg serabot sama kepala

1. ape kajadah ntah aku baek hati sgt bg kerani aku pegi induksi sedangkn next wik ade event yg kena setel.

2. nk suruh buat keje aku = ok
keje kerani aku same = bley la
nk suruh 5'S skali= ah sudah!!!

3. aku snap kat ofismate aku.menyesal, tp sungguh die pun saje carik pasal.

4. panas~
aku carik luth ngadu (mengumpat/mengata) kat die. heaven~

good friend is a great medicine indeed