reality strike!!

so i finished watching Reply 1994

as sweet as it may seems.

its drama.drama!!

parah

dah sudah..
tiap kali break dr buat assignment aku pegi usha ticket nk travel
ape kes kamu ni farhana

berniat nk buat budapest-austria-munich.
solo.

back pain

terrible back pain T-T

no good

1. assignment(s) masih (juga) belum siap. one word. susah. ha3

2. i drank (and still) a looooooott of coffee. i breath like coffee. euwwwww

3. lapar. selalu lapar. lapar. lapar. lapar.

4. tengok gambar ade la dua couple ni. recently got married. sorg pereka fesyen dgn anak menteri. se lagi artis la kononnya. i love the pelamin for the first couple. it look sweet, simple, nice combination of colour but absolutely NOT AFFORDABLE. confirm mahal. haiih..jual organ pun x mampu nk buat wedding mcm tu.

the second couple, as expected, sgt heavy and over the top. i don't like it. even the make up, adoi..seram. tak tgk pun muka pengantin.
even before she became a pengantin, i always couldn't stand to look at her face. kalau nmpk face to face, aku lari kot. smthg off. nmpk tak normal. nampak pelik. aishh..i do not know how to describe this, tp seram la senang cakap.ape pun , happy married life. idak la aku doa kome bercerai berai pulok.

5. this is my 3rd months here. still with in budget. kira lebih kurang 10k for 3months. and thats including masa awal2 sampai nk settle down hari tu. about time utk tansfer suit lagi.duit..duit..tapi manageable. inshallah cukup sampai habis.

6. aku tak suka bdk sblh bilik. suka bwk lelaki. nanti tgh malam mula la aku tiba2 pasang lagu sekuat alam. kadang saje pasang ngaji. satu hari dia ckp/tegur, mcm a bit offended dgr aku pasang ngaji kuat2. rasanya sbb mengaji, bukan lagu. reti pulak ko offended. yg ko bwk jantan main ntah bukan2 bajet aku x offended ke. dah kalau ko boleh dgr aku, tak ke aku pun boleh dgr ko.aihhhh...this girl really annoy me.

7. i will move out from my room after christmas. ada kakak nk balik, so request mintak tukar bilk dia sbb bilik aku kecik.fuhhh...nasib baik

8. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment.

9. sambal sardin letak kentang makan dgn roti puri. rendang kerang. pau kacang merah. mini pizza letak sosej macam kat bakery. nasik ayam. nasik tomato.

10.  assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment. assignment.

obsess

am following this drama nowadays. and i am rooting for oppa-ya
sohih depress kalau na jung end up with someone else.
heh!

sucker

im tearing up watching this video.
i know.
sucker.

p/s: i will ask for 5000 pound!

i...want to be proud in what am doing

updates

1. I'm having problem to put down my idea in writing.
its no fun. at all.

2. and am a less fun person day by day.
sangat tidak menarik.

3. i do have conversations with people daily. tapi, at the surface je.
i miss having real conversations with my people.

4. i love the fact that people simply saying the Salam even to stranger over here. and the smile, especially between women wearing the hijab :))

5. dekat sini, kalau solat dkt prayer room, most of the time mesti akan solat jemaah.style diorg mmg akan simply ask people to join them for jemaah (or even ask you to be the imam). i like that. sebab dkt msia aku tak buat. biar la surau tu penuh mcm mana pun, semua solat sendiri2.

6. am having a hard time. tapi tetap syukur sebab its not as hard as what i used to face when I'm working in msia.

rabbi yassir.