Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Why Does It Always Rain On Me? by TRAVIS




Lyrics | Travis lyrics - Why Does It Always Rain On Me? lyrics

I can't sleep tonight*Everybody's saying everything is alright*Still I can't close my eyes*I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights*

Sunny days*Where have you gone?*I get the strangest feeling you belong*

Why does it always rain on me?*Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?*Why does it always rain on me?*Even when the sun is shining*I can't avoid the lightning*

I can't stand myself*I'm being held up by invisible men*Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else*

Sunny days*Oh where have you gone?*I get the strangest feeling you belong*

Why does it always rain on me?*Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?*Why does it always rain on me?*Even when the sun is shining*I can't avoid the lightning*

Oh where did the blue sky go?*Why is it raining so?*It's so cold*

I can't sleep tonight*Everybody saying everything is alright*Still I can't close my eyes*I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights*

Sunny days*Oh where have you gone?*I get the strangest feeling you belong*

Why does it always rain on me?*Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?*Why does it always rain on me?*Even when the sun is shining*I can't avoid the lightning*

Oh where did the blue sky go?*And why is it raining so?*It's so cold*

Why does it always rain on me?*Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?*Why does it always rain on me?*Even when the sun is shining*I can't avoid the lightning*Why does it always rain on me?*why does it always rain on*

Sunday, November 23, 2008

the marvel of I.D.E.A

I keep staying in relationship with all the wrong reasons
I always felt for the charm, the brain, the look or the personality
I never knew the meaning of ‘love is blind’

until...

This time around
I pray hard that it is only a crush
That soon will go away
Even i do realise i am 25 already

Please...please...and please
I hope this feeling only temporary

He is nothing that i hope i would fall into
And honestly, i am not
It just crossed my mind a few time
The idea me being with him

Tu pun da buat aku sakit kapala

Friday, November 21, 2008

discovering

hana baru sedar...

even im loud
even i can be an annoying pusher
even im like this

hana takkan berebut
i do not have the energy
let it come naturally

i am a fighter
but not in that way
i just dont

sighhhh.......

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

tagged

THE SELF
[01] Real name: xxxhana
[02] Nickname: hana
[03] Status: Single but Not Available..
[04] Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 25
[07] High School: SMK Seri Selayang
[08] College: UiTM Shah Alam
[09] Height: 5'5" / 165cm
[10] Weight: BMI 21.1 so, agak2 la
[11] Do you like yourself: there's a parts of me dat i wud like to change
[12] Piercings: satu kiri satu kanan
[13] Right or left: kanan
[14] Are you a freak : hell no
[15] Hair: hijo
[16] Skin: melayu
[17] Allergic: xde allergic2
[18] What are you doing now: jwb tag!!?
[19] What will you doing 1 hour later: send out email
[20] What will you doing 10 years later: a wife and ibu hopefully(insyaallah) plus pekerja kerajaan lg kot

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: mother, father, kakak, adek kadang2 kawan
[22] Siblings(included you): 5
[23] Eldest: kakak
[24] Youngest: adek
[25] Love/hate your family: love-hate la (standard one), not dat i hate them till want to kill em all.

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: x la berapa sure
[27] If yes, who is he/she: tu la..
[28] Who you want he/she to be: good husband,father and good khalifah(poyo..)
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: hurm..
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: a boy
[31] Anyone woo you before: xde..xde...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: ade
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: x cukup bg kaseh sayang
[34] Ever argue with your other half: x pernah hohoho
[35] You with your other half since: no specific date.tetibe je aku dgn die
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: straight alhamdulillah
[37] Reasons you love your other half: rasa hebat kot..
[38] You and your other half in which stage: nak tp xnak
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: pernah..mesti pernah

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: yg betol2 bkn main2 punyer-fiza
[42] Your first enemy: bond
[43] The friends you love the most: some guy
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): ade la
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: not dat beautiful..but sure have the most pleasant face to me-fiza
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: dat 'some guy' tu kot
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: yg mcm mangkuk
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: yg hisap rokok x pikir org lain
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: pernah..pernah...
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: tidak...tidak...
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: tgk la dl aku nk buat aper
[52] If your friend betray you: pun tgk la dl
[53] If your friend woo your lover: sukati die.jodoh maut kerja tuhan
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: let bygones be bygones
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: been there..done that


THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: once upon a time... hurm..
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: most of them..bwuahahahaha
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: some of them
[59] Always late to school/college: pernah jer
[60] Your class: aper ntah, x paham
[61] You love your seniors: entah le
[62] Senior who you love the most: pun entah
[63] Your classmates good/bad: sedang2 saja
[64] Excellent result classmate: pun sedang2 saja
[65] Laziest classmate: malas nak layan

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: me
[67] Stupid people: org yg x tau nk back off
[68] Good looking people: confident
[69] Ugly people: yg mcm mangkuk
[70] Funny people: bley la
[71] Cute people: unique
[72] Bad people: ambik kesempatan
[73] Honest people: his feeling written in his face
[74] Acting people: xnak nyusahkan org lain.kot...!!?
[75] You are what kind of people: confident!!bwuahahaha

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes..it tells u everything
[77] Hugs or kisses: dua2...tamak ok
[78] Shorter or taller: yg sedang2 saja
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: xnak...plan ok!!planning is so important
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: apekebende soklan nih
[81] Listener or talker: it works in both way
[82] Romantic or rich: both!!
[83] Good husband or Good Father: both!!!!!aku mmg tamak ok

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 27-28 insyaallah (tgk tahap kegatalan)
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 3 kot
[86] Career: hurm..
[87] Salary: cukup la...x mintak duit org lain
[88] Retirement age: x tau..tgk tahap kemalasan nanti
[89] Properties value: bley la.nanti lhdn keja lak
[90] Wishes: yg baik2 ajer..ameen

Friday, October 10, 2008

be THANKFUL

Be thankful that you don’t already have everything you desire,
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?

Be thankful when you don’t know something
For it gives you the opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.

Be thankful for your limitations
Because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for each new challenge
Because it will build your strength and character.

Be thankful for your mistakes
They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you’re tired and weary
Because it means you’ve made a difference.

It is easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also
thankful for the setbacks.

GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they
can become your blessings.

Monday, October 06, 2008


Song lyrics | Close To You lyrics

Aurora Greenway quotes

“Work like you don't need the money, love like your heart has never been broken, and dance like no one is watching”

Monday, September 15, 2008

i should try this one!!


Assemble stuffs needed. They are : one 8 inch springform cheesecake tin, one lemon, two packets of premix which I bought from CookingIsland and milk and butter.

4.08 pm: Mix a bit of butter, milk and the black forest (or is it chocolate fudge?) premix to make the base of the cheesecake. After well mix, punch them at the base of the sprinform cake tin. A springform cake tin is the kind where you can take off the side of the tin from the base. I bought it from IKEA.

to be continued~~
Bila nak kawin???
Di sini orang bertanya
Di sana orang menyoal
Tak kira teman mahu kenalan
Asyik-asyik itu je yang jadi bualan
Begitulah nasib orang bujang
Tak kira lelaki mahupun perempuan

Bila nak kawin???
Keluarga pun dah mula risau
Si teruna, emak bimbang jadi bujang terlajak
Si dara, ayah takut bergelar andalusia

Bila nak kawin???
Jiran turut sama menumpang tanya
Bila dijawab jodoh belum ada
Kata mereka, kita kenalah usaha
Mandi bunga salah satu caranya
Tak pun mandi ais boleh dicuba (he..he..ni cadangan pelik kawan saya)

Bila nak kawin???
Aduuuhh...aku disoal lagi
Kawin??? Nak kawin dengan sapa?
Calon pun takde.
Hah!!! Awak tu memilih sangat agaknya
Ewah-ewah sedap sungguh mulut berkata (aku ambil tunang @ suami kau,
baru padan muka)

Bila nak kawin???
Akan ku kawin jam-jam ni juga ( haa...haa...haa)
Andai memilih suami semudah bershopping di pasar malam
Atau semudah membeli VCD cetak rompak
Atau sesenang memakan twisties..(yummyyyyy)

Bila nak kawin???
Aaahhh....sungguh aku bosan
Banyak yang lain boleh jadi persoalan
Kenapa asyik itu yang dihadapkan
Apa kita nak heran
Lambat cepatnya jodoh, Allah yang tentukan.

Bila nak kawin???
Pada yang masih bujang
Biarkanlah mereka terus bertanya
Usah ditunggu letih mulut mereka (Takkan letihnya sampai bebila..)
Kalau ada jodoh, Insya-Allah takkan ke mana.

Bila nak kawin???
Pada yang asyik menanya
Usah dirisaukan jodoh orang
Jaga masjid sendiri agar tidak goyang
Lain orang lain rezekinya
Syukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada.

MORAL OF THE STORY : DONT ASK!

my comment
"Awak tu memilih sangat agaknya"

ape ingat aku nk idup setahun dua je ke dgn d othr half??
harus la pilih
am not gonna settle down for any tom, dick or harry
lgpun aku mmg ske perasan bagus
in love dgn diri sendri
no fine man deserve me....yet

tak reti nk compromise!!??
mmg la aku nih susah nk handle
da namenyer perempuan
ade ker perempuan yg lelaki x cakap susah nk handle?
tp idak la sampai aku x reti nk compromise langsung
certain things i just dont want to compromise(some solid thing)
ingat aku x nak kawen gak ker!!??

"ku ambil tunang @ suami kau,
baru padan muka"
ingat xde pakwe, tunang, suami org nk ngorat perempuan single ker??
aku ade emphaty da cukup baik

senang ckp
aku x cari tp aku pun x tolak
ade rezeki dpt la aku laki baik
good catch punyer
ade jodoh kawen la aku
x kire la lagu mane perangainyer
bwuahahaha

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

true convenience vs true love


guys usually opted for true convenience
while ladies opt for true love

at the age of 25
i still hoping to find my true love
to settle down

when i reach 28, if i still single
might as well opt for true convenience
and settling for

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

patriotik



i was watching the tv last nite when i stick at news@bernama.a reporter came to pedestrians and asking the question regarding our national flag.and he ask the meaning beneath the surface for the flag.there are pedestrian whom answered it really well. but many just 'urmm' 'aahh' .

so i wonder, for those people who cant answered it well enough does it shows that they are not patriotic!!??

hell no!!!
me myself mite as well wont be able to answer it
so, am i not patriotic enough!?

does by mengibarkan jalur bendera at ur car consider u r patriotic
and who didnt is not!?

ade tak dorg terpikir, by putting the actual size flag at ur car can actually cause road accident!?
(the small is ok la)

my point is, me mungkin x tau maksud sbnr disebalik jalur gemilang( selain putih=bersih, merah=berani, kuning=kedaulatan beraja, etc etc)
me mungkin x kibarkan jalur bendera kat my car
me mungkin x shout out loud 'merdeka' kat dataran merdeka on 31st august

but me, didnt involve in any crime
me working my ass for the country
me earn my own hard money to make my own living
me pay my taxes
etc etc

so,dont u ever tell me that am not patriotic enough

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

puzzled

am not very sure whether the life
or the ceremony itself that i want

btw, below article is me indeed

Leave Your Emotional Baggage Behind
By Emily Battaglia, LifeScript Staff Writer

Can you name one woman who doesn’t bring a week’s worth of outfits and half the contents of her medicine cabinet for a weekend getaway? Overpacking can be cumbersome. That holds true for emotional baggage, too. Lugging around angst from past relationships can sabotage your chances for happiness in the present. Find out how to unpack it, heartache by heartache.

If you drag emotional baggage from one relationship to the next, you put a prospective mate at a disadvantage before you even begin.

When you present yourself as damaged goods, you might as well have a billboard on your head that screams “Please be the one to fix me!” And as much as guys love to repair things, they prefer cars and gadgets to women. No sane and stable man wants to play Mr. Fix-it when it comes to the dating game. He wants a partner capable of fixing herself, one who isn’t going to test his devotion by seeing how many storms he can weather.

Every relationship should start with a clean slate. But sometimes our insecurities and scars from breakups past make us punish a new love for crimes he didn’t commit.

What’s Stuffed Inside Your ‘Suitcase’?
Here are some common signs of emotional baggage:

- You don’t open up: Women with unhealed wounds from broken romances often feel vulnerable, making them too scared to open up even when a new guy provides a supportive and loving environment. The result: you shut off all possibilities of a healthy relationship because of preconceived, and probably untrue, notions.

- Your actions speak louder than your words: You tell your new guy how much you admire or love him, but then do everything in your power to disprove that with condescending or hurtful behavior. It’s your defense mechanism; you hurt him before you get hurt.

- You test your new guy: To find out where you stand in a relationship, you test him every chance you get. Maybe you try to “catch” him doing something wrong by checking recent calls he’s made on his cell phone. Or you threaten to break up with him every other day. Testing your new guy, especially if he’s good to you, will push him away faster than you can blink an eye.

- You carry around stereotypes and hang-ups: If all your boyfriends have cheated on you, you might assume that all men cheat. If your ex-husband controlled you, you might wrongly conclude that all men are control freaks. Or you might develop any of the following hang-ups: feeling that you aren’t worthy of being loved, aren’t attractive enough, have nothing to offer, will never fully satisfy a man, will never find someone you’ll like or will inevitably get dumped again.

- You don’t take responsibility for your mistakes: You blame your previous partners for the demise of your relationships and for every bad thing that’s happened to you. Refusing to shoulder any responsibility or blame cultivates a victim mentality, which is the ultimate emotional baggage.

5 Ways to Unload Your Emotional Baggage
If any of the behaviors above sound familiar, it’s time to unpack the baggage for good. Resolve never to treat others badly just because you were hurt. Learn from broken relationships, but don’t let them rule your current love life.

1. Give him a break. Whenever you meet a new potential partner, assign him a 100% scorecard. Only when he messes up are you allowed to deduct points.

2. Don’t burden your new guy with sob stories. Resist the urge to tell him how your ex cheated and destroyed your trust in men. He doesn’t want to hear your laundry list of problems – especially on your first date. Never bring blame for past partners’ wrongs into your new romance.

3. Analyze every failed relationship you’ve had. But don’t focus exclusively on what he did wrong. Scrutinize your role, too. Use your conclusions to decide what you do and don’t need from a new partner, and choose your next man accordingly.

4. Face your faults. Taking responsibility for your mistakes will help you stop wasting energy on the blame game (he lied, all men lie) and help you conquer the victim mentality so common among emotional baggage carriers.

5. Realize that emotional baggage is a huge turn-off. And it’s not healthy for you either. Start looking at past relationships as life experiences that can help you choose better men and improve yourself. Stop letting old wounds poison healthy relationships.

Are You Over Your Ex?
It’s been months since you and your ex parted ways, and you’ve been navigating the road to recovery ever since. Has it been surprisingly smooth or unbearably bumpy? Find out if you’re really ready to move on to new adventures in love and life or if you’re still hung up on your ex.

Friday, August 22, 2008

WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN’T LOOKING

By Mary Rita Schilke Korzan

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you displayed my first report, and I wanted to do another.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you fed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you gave me a sticker, and I knew that little things were special things.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you put your arm around me, and I felt loved.

When you thought I wasn’t looking I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt--but that it’s all right to cry.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you smiled, and it made me want to look that pretty too.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you cared, and I wanted to be everything I could be.

When you thought I wasn’t looking--I looked...and wanted to say thanks for all those things you did when you thought I wasn’t looking.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

your heart is no good until it has been broken at least ten times...love and pain make us human

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

what right do i have to be right

a BIIIIGGG question mark there

Monday, August 18, 2008

Hasad dengki: Penyakit hati yang menghapuskan segala kebaikan.

what's new
just the same old grumpy whiner woman

a fren got married on saturday and the reception was on sunday
its a nice event
except that i am not hapi
not like im not hepi
just didnt have much adrenaline
to be joy
apape la

i did felt a bit 'sebak' for her
we have been friend for years afterall (since year 2001)
it was so and so

and i know i was jealous actually
despite the treatment that i despise la

overall she IS a nice person
with a goody-goody face
it was my fault actually that i did not intend to open up to her
on things that might/made me feels 'unsettled'

its not her fault
seriously

she has a great life
so whom she can blame
if i or someother people whom not really comfortable with her did not happy
what right we have to blame her

she got her portion and i got mine
so as everybody else

so x payah la nak dengki2
its a new chapter for her now
and deep down from me
good luck!!

best wishes from me

Friday, August 15, 2008

SPI

as usual on friday morning my office had 'Sesi Peningkatan Ilmu'
and today was En Nurisham turn giving the lecture
during the Q&A session, i found out i like my TPB(K)CA- En Jamil
he sound like a very well-educated person
he had years~~~ of experience, no doubt in that
but it seems like every single words that slipping from his mouth is very....
how can i describe it, useful maybe
no rubbish at all

suke~~~
when i talked wif that kind of people
they intrigue me
make me craving more knowledge
(even it may change in split second hehe)

best...
at least otak ku berfungsi dan berpikir ini hari

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

perfect ...durgh...

yeay.....
saya mmg suke perasan bagus
there is no fine men can possibly desrve me
im too good to anyone
waahhh...in luv dgn diri sendiri
impress dgn diri sendiri

always aiming at mr impossible
mr depan mata tak hingin sbb die x cukup bagus
he didnt deserve me
there is no way he can manage me

bwuahahahaha
hana bengong

Monday, August 11, 2008

its been a while
smlm jumpe die
rase la awkward
xtau nak treat die mcm mane

bile blk umah
rase menyesal pulak
when my times come
mesti aku sedey kalo kwn aku buat mcm tu

sigh...da lembut hati kah aku!?

Thursday, August 07, 2008

car accidentsssssssss

4 accidents in a day!!!

1.on the way blk cpk dari jpm.mase kat parking lot,kitorg(luth n me) keluar dr parking dengan melanggar bumper yg aaaamaaaatttt tinggi.boleh dua2 x nampak membutakan mata.kejang segala urat.

2.mase nak balik kat parking cpk, hana sagat dinding dengan jayanyer....iyer, passanger door belah kiri calar dengan teruknyer.tgh consider nk cat rahman nih tau!!

3.malam dlm lepas isyak dpt phone kol abah langgar org naik motor.itu motorist patah kaki.abah xde pape.lampe depan keta pecah.

4.tak lame lepas tu iza text mintak no perodua smart.aku siap tanyer apekah bendenyer tuh.rupe2nyer emergency no kalo2 nak tow kreta.service by perodua.die xcident kat highway, siap bumper jatuh lagi.

aiyo...sakit dada wo

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

stalker

huh!!!
jangan...
pelik tau tak. i used to be a stalker
tp bl ade org stalking aku, agak ngeri pulak
jangan...
saya tiada apa yang menariknyer

believe me

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

isolated

hari ni rase a bit isolated
dua tiga menjak nih memang ade saje rase gitu
rase mcm xde sape for me turn my head into
skrg ni mmg rase struggle skit
esp. since fiza da kawen nih
x bley la slalu sgt kacau die bergayut kat tepon

those who really know me tau yg aku ni bukan la jenis yg meluahkan rase sgt
cume dl mase fiza nih bujang slalu borak
random facts/things
so hilang la rase serabut2 tuh

betol la tuh article hana bace dl
'gurls tend to treat their bestfren as their boyfren'
dl mase die belom kawen, slalu jer kol tanyer komen affair2 aku
talked about hope, dreams etc
mase ari die kawen tuh, mmg la hana rase emo semcm
tau yg d relationship wudnt be the same anymore

dah tu, bile tgh2 down gini teringat2 kat die
rase nak borak2 bende merapu supaya hn x ingt ape yg hn risaukan
betol la kata org 'we don't appreciate what we have until we lose it'

i didnt lost the frenship
it just move to next phase...

i hate growing up;being an adult

Monday, August 04, 2008

lonely

Do you know what lonely is?
Lonely is me not being here now.
Lonely is you listening to those words alone because I’m not here to hear them.

‘I’m lonely. I’m so lonely I could die.No matter how I cry or beg, the one bastard who should hear those words isn’t here,
so I have to listen to myself saying them.’

That’s lonely.

Friday, August 01, 2008

Wan Azizah undur - Beri laluan Anwar bertanding kerusi Parlimen Permatang Pauh

i dont think he could win
he should wait and be patience
malaysian getting tired ok
one at a time la
x sabar2




KUALA LUMPUR 31 Julai — Presiden Parti Keadilan Rakyat, Datuk Seri Dr. Wan Azizah Wan Ismail meletak jawatan sebagai Anggota Parlimen Permatang Pauh berkuatkuasa serta-merta bagi memberi laluan kepada suaminya, Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim untuk bertanding pada pilihan raya kecil nanti.

Wan Azizah, 55, berkata, beliau telah menyerahkan surat peletakan jawatannya itu hari ini kepada Speaker Dewan Rakyat, Tan Sri Pandikar Amin Mulia.

Bercakap kepada pemberita di ibu pejabat PKR di sini yang turut dihadiri Anwar dan anak mereka, Nurul Izzah yang juga Anggota Parlimen Lembah Pantai, Wan Azizah berkata, perkara itu telah dibincangkan dengan kepimpinan PKR dan rakan-rakan dalam Pakatan Rakyat.

Wan Azizah, yang juga Ketua Pembangkang di Parlimen, adalah wakil rakyat Permatang Pauh sejak 1999. Sebelum itu, kerusi tersebut diwakili oleh Anwar.

Wan Azizah berkata, beliau akan mengekalkan jawatan Presiden PKR manakala penggantinya sebagai Ketua Pembangkang akan ditentukan Pakatan Rakyat.

Anwar, 60, pula berkata, beliau terharu dan terhutang budi kepada isterinya yang telah sanggup melepaskan kerusi itu walaupun ia bukan satu perkara yang senang untuk dilakukan.

Beliau berkata, keputusannya untuk bertanding di Permatang Pauh adalah kerana ianya merupakan kerusi yang selamat baginya walaupun beliau ditawarkan beberapa kerusi Parlimen yang lain, termasuk kerusi Bandar Tun Razak yang disandang oleh Menteri Besar Selangor, Tan Sri Khalid Ibrahim dan Gombak yang diwakili Naib Presiden PKR, Mohamed Azmin Ali.

Selaras dengan peruntukan Perlembagaan Persekutuan dan Akta Pilihan Raya 1958, kerusi Parlimen itu perlu diisi dalam tempoh 60 hari mulai dari tarikh ia dikosongkan.

Anwar mewakili kerusi Parlimen Permatang Pauh sebagai wakil Barisan Nasional dari tahun 1982 sehingga beliau dipecat daripada UMNO pada September 1998, dan menjadi anggota Parlimen bebas sehingga dihukum penjara enam tahun kerana tuduhan rasuah.

Disebabkan hukuman penjara yang dikenakan terhadapnya, Anwar yang dibebaskan pada September 2004, tidak layak bertanding pada pilihan raya umum 8 Mac lepas.

Menyentuh mengenai pengumumannya baru-baru ini untuk bertanding kerusi Parlimen Kulim Bandar Baru, Anwar berkata, proses petisyen pilihan raya kerusi itu akan memakan masa untuk diselesaikan.

“Setelah berunding dengan keluarga, (Anggota Parlimen Cheras dari DAP, Tan) Kok Wai, (Anggota Parlimen Ipoh Timur, Lim) Kit Siang dan (Ketua Menteri Pulau Pinang, Lim) Guan Eng serta (Presiden Pas, Datuk Seri) Hadi Awang dan rakan-rakan di Permatang Pauh, mereka bersetuju untuk saya tawarkan diri,” katanya

Di KOTA KINABALU, Pandikar Amin memberitahu bahawa beliau akan memaklumkan perkara itu kepada Suruhanjaya Pilihan Raya mengenai kekosongan kerusi itu bagi membolehkan pilihan raya kecil diadakan dalam tempoh 60 hari.

Mengenai pengganti Wan Azizah sebagai Ketua Pembangkang, beliau berkata, itu terpulang kepada Pakatan Rakyat untuk menentukan.

“Pakatan Rakyat boleh memilih untuk melantik Ketua Pembangkang dalam masa terdekat, iaitu pada persidangan Dewan Rakyat yang akan bermula pada 18 Ogos ini, atau menunggu sehingga pilihan raya kecil Permatang Pauh selesai,” katanya.

– Bernama

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

unreasonable

nak nangis....
without specific reason
saje2 nak nangis
sebab rase sedih
sedih tanpa ape2 sebab
sebab xde
xde ape2 sebab
dah tu
nak nangis
sob..sob...l_l

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

love me if you dare

are you up for challenge!?

i want you to fight for me

p/s:helpless n hopeless

Thursday, July 24, 2008

left behind

fiza is married
and now PREGNANT
im hepi for her
seriously...am excited
td ckp kat phone aku yg lebey2 excited
but im scared
im so~~ left behind
'tidak Allah jdkan sesuatu itu dgn sia2...(surah ali-imran)'

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

ayat seribu dinar

...dan ingatlah, barang siapa yang berserah diri bulat-bulat kepada Allah, maka Allah cukuplah baginya untuk menolong dan menyelamatkannya. Sesungguhnya Allah tetap melaksana segala urusan yang dikehendaki-Nya dan sesungguhnya Allah telah menentukan qada' dan qadar bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu.

Friday, July 18, 2008

crash boom bang!!!

he is the kind that i can have a crush on
physically
but, spiritually...
nope
we didn't have the same way of life's value
plus, a totally different family background
based on my evaluation, i cannot fit in with 'the family'
so might as well, i just forget about it
im just glad that im normal
that im making an effort when im about to see him
;p

Thursday, July 17, 2008

First Name :: f m h

Nickname :: hana

Birthday ::november 18th 1983
Birthplace :: shah alam
Time of Birth :: 2000
Zodiac sign :: scorpio

–This or That–
Flower or Chocolate :: flower
Pepsi or Coke :: coke
Rap or Rock :: rock
Relationship or One Night Stand :: relationship
School or Work :: school (others gave me money for that.cool wat)
Love or Money :: love. money. Err, can’t I have both?tamak...
Movies or Music :: music
Country or City :: city
Sunny days or Rainy days :: rainy

–Have you ever–
Lied :: i’m no angel
Smoked :: i will ;p
Broke someone’s heart :: mana ada
Had your heart broken :: wish i hadn’t, but i had
Wish you were a prince/princess ::tak mau
Liked someone who was taken :: hmmmmm, no. not really
Shaved your head :: no
Been in love :: gagaga yes
Used chopsticks :: like a champion
Sang in the mirror to yourself :: holding a hairbrush and pretend I’m Mariah Carey. weeeeee

–Favorites–
Flower :: lilies
Candy :: none
Song :: endless list
Scent :: pun banyak. i didnt stick to one scent (cool water davidoff, hugo femme, body shop etc)
Color :: purple at the moment
Musical Instrument :: piano, guitar
Movie :: moment to remember
Actor/Actress :: michael vartan / nicole kidman
Junk food :: super ring
Animal :: cats

Ever cried over someone :: yes
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself :: can i date my friend's ex!?
Do you think you’re attractive :: musti...everyone is.

If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose :: rational enuf to realize there is no happy ending.life just goes on (wif bumps here n here)
Do you play any sports :: M-A-L-A-S

–List ( 8) random facts about yourself–
+ Capati satu~~~~sekarang!!
+ I realize the more i talk the more am a sinner
+ I never watch The Godfather
+ I can feel unreasonably happy.
+ And am strangely imaginative.
+ I am fragile
+ I just found dynas(d actress) is pretty
+ I might make people feel neglected. un·in·ten·tion·al·ly...
Tidak ada musibah yang menimpa (seseorang) kecuali dengan izin Allah; dan barang siapa yang beriman kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan memberikan petunjuk kepada hatinya. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu

Monday, July 14, 2008




Men See You As: A Difficult Challenge



You must be an incredible hottie...

Because it's the only way you can pull of the ice queen act

You're the type of woman that men love to chase

But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!




You Go For Brains!



You want a guy with a big... brain.

And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.

What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)




You Are Cookie Monster



Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.



You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.



You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking



How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

Friday, July 11, 2008

am tired

if you wanna go just go
i wont ask you to stay

Thursday, July 03, 2008

LUKASHIRIKATOKA

i do my things and you do your things
i am not in this world to live up to your expectations
and you are not here to live up to mine
you are you, and i am i
and if by chance we find each other
then it's beautiful

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

m.a.d

i was mad
really mad
baru saje menghalau seorg rakan sekerja keluar dr bilik aku
tak tertahan2 td
so i aaked him to go away before i'll become incredible hunk
(btw, sbnrnyer td pun da cukup marah.aku tau jer die terkejut.naseb ko la)

Monday, June 30, 2008

things to do

iza calebrated her 25th birthday last tuesday (24/6/08)
and she making a to do list before her next birthday

me also make d same list
since it woudnt be fair if i make it a to do list b4 26
so i made it as to do list before 25th
malu nak ngaku there are so~~~ many things i didnt do yet

here some of them (things to do before 25)
1)Master the 'gaya bebas'-swimming
2)go to Cameron Highland
3)pick some strawberries
4)take MAK on holiday
5)not cut my hair at all
6)find the MR RIGHT, leave the MR-NOT-SO-RIGHT
7)ask someone i/ve only met to go on a date
8)see a sunset
9)see a sunrise
10)find 2 REAL dates

i know some of them may sounds ridiculous (many of them actually)
tp, peduli aper
and yes, enuf casual dating
i want real dates
the type dat i like him, he like me
not for sake of flirting anymore
da tua ok
cukup2 la tuh

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

1.Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
oo...selalu.kalo x puji aku lak rase die x normal

2. How are you?
absolutely sehat..

3. What have you learned lately?
innocent behaviour didnt come in a package wif innocent look

4. How many pillows do you like to sleep with?
sebanyak mungkin

5. Do you like blue cheese?
apakah itu

6. Do you trust people too easily or not enough?
or

9. What's the color of the soap in your bathroom?
putih and colorless

11. Do you ever bite your lip?
ade ker org x pernah!!?

12. What brand of body lotion do you use?
nivea, j&j

13. Should country music die?
jangan...jangan...ya Allah panjangkan la umur die

14. What was the last thing you bought?
breakfast pagi tadik

15. Are you ticklish?
dulu sgt2..skrg da matured.bwuahahaha

16. Are camera phones worth it?
mesti la..ko ingt aku mampu nk beli kamera gabak2 harge beribu2

17. Are there too many commercials on tv?
kalo iklan besh..besh r.kalo idak, bazir duit,otak, mase jer.

19. When was the last time someone said something that really bothered you?
last fortnight

20. Do you have a crazy side?
aper aku bley ckp, org yg xde tu mksdnyer die la yg crazy

21. Do you ever keep arguing even when you know you’re wrong?
kalo die best enuf utk ber'arguing'.kah5

22. How did you wear your hair today?
pakai tudung ok..describe pun buat penat ajer

23. Do long distance relationships work?
no komen

24. Scuba diving or Skydiving?
or (mesti la scuba, giler aper aku nk test jantung sendri)

25. What do you like people to call you?
hana. kalo tibe2 dpt fara aku terpakse redha ajer

26. Do you put your subject before you type the bulletin or after?
x tau

27. What are you listening to?
queen's i was born to love you

29. Is there someone you want to fight with?
ader...mesti ade

30. Are you missing anyone?
anytwo,3,4,5,6...

31. What were you doing an hour ago?
taip surat

32. Are you outgoing?
aku ckp iyer..ade org ckp tak

33. Where do you wish you were right now?
jepun bley!?

34. Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
hurmmm

35. What's the closest blue thing to you?
baju kurung dat im wearing!?

36. Can you do a split?
ape split!?tocang?split personality?multitasking?
sume aku bley

37. When was the last time you held someone’s hand?
mlm td dlm mimpi

38. Do you part your hair in the middle?
hell no

39. Who was the last person you talked to in person?
lutfanida

40. Last words you spoke?
feedback..feedback..ooo (sambil nyanyi2 lari pitching

41. Did you date someone you regret dating?
nope..every single person teach me sumthin (pergh..ayat baik punyer)

42. What is your natural hair color?
natural la

43. What makes a really good song?
uplifting my motivation

45. Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
slalu gak.kalo aku x ckp maksudnyer org tuh da x bley diselamatkn.kalo ckp pun bazir mase.die mmg x bley nak ubah da

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

i just miss my abah
but im too proud to say it


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Sunday, February 10, 2008

slacking

1. Who sits on your table in class?
macam aku sendri jek...tak ingt dah.lame sgt da tinggl skola

2. Last text you received on your mobile?
"gambar aku dgn ko ke?upload je le..famous ckt nnt..hehe" dari fiza after i ask for her permission nk upload pic die tunang.

3. What song are you listening to?
wont go home without u - maroon 5

4. Who does it remind you of?
adam levine..singer die.sbb muke x melambangkn sore yg leper itu

5. Last movie you watched?
P2...saiko aku jdnyer.kol 7mlm jer confirm g ambik kete tukar parking depan opis betol2

6. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
fiza la kot.ke su..ke keon..x pernah lak aku bercadang nk measure jarak umah akuke umh dorg

7. What CD is in your stereo?
maroon 5.baru bl smlm

8. Do you have a job?
ya la..although i hate it,am trying to make a living here.kire syukur banding org yg xdak keje

9. What did you do yesterday?
gayut tepon...jalan2 di town..pegi pasar malam..usual things

10. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
dua2..ikut mood aku nk pakai yg mane.Glasses aku mcm berat skit..sakit hidungku so,slalunyer pakai lens dl..kalo da long hours tukar spec

11. Last person you ditched class with?
Takde kot..rasenyer mcm slalunyer kalo nk ponteng aku xajk org..kalo ade pun fiza la kot mase degree or mimi mase course kat rhb

12. Do you trust your friends?
Musti..trust is important part in my life

13. Who was the last person to call you?
bdk yg nk ajk gadoh..buat aku rase buang mase aku jek.mula la rase nk kol org ajk mengumpat

14. What annoys you?
bile aku da xplain d situation pastu koonfiden ckp paham tapi last2 carik pasal dgn isu yg sama..duh...bikin hati panas dan sedey

15. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
Kot..tgk ar setakat mana aku percaya kat die

16. Next vacation you're going on?
Perlis kot.wedding kak yan..tp x confirm lagi.tgk keje aku mcm maner..ntah

17. Do you play any instruments?
recoder mase skolah dulu kire instrument x?

18. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
mesti la

19. Do you want any piercings?
satu telinge kiri..se g telinge kanan.since da ade..cukup le tuh

20. What are your nicknames?
hana fara farhana

21. Last time you went to town?
Semalam

22. Who last IMed you?
idak la pernah aku gune bendalah tuh

23. What kind of music do you like?
Ape2 yg aku rase nk dengar

24. What was the last thing you ate?
Nasik impit + kuah lontong + sambal tumis ikan bilis + daging dendeng

25. Ever snuck outta the house?
macam x jer...baik la kononyer

26. Which of your friends would make the best room mate?
sape2 yg sehati dgn aku

27. Last thing you purchased?
pisang berangan + taufufa + kuih kocok + 100plus + cd maroon 5

28. What's your favorite beverage?
skrg nih neslo

29. Would you stop talking to your friend if they started hooking up with your boy/girl friend?
catfight la..ape lagi...

30. Do people ever spell your name wrong?
pernah la jugak..suke sgt menambah extra a dlm name aku.n plg x selesa kalo org panggil aku fara

31. The last compliment you received?
"mesti la die x caye..org cun mcm ko" kate fiza..eh, ke mimpi je?x yah ckp pun aku tau...

32. Are you watching TV?
Suke banget..tp skang slalu x dpt tgk..sampai umh kol 11 terus flat

33. What are some features you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
first2 face+brain...pastu aku cek personaliti ler

34. Last time you spent the night at some one's house?
bile eh...umah iza kot..mase gossip-ing day

35. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
Just now..sbb rase xtremely low.bengkek kalo kena ulang d same process all over again.nk berehat kejap..tp mase mcm da makin suntuk.
pastu kalo kalo sebnrnyer hana round in d circle jek..cuma mata+hati+otak tertutup x nmpk ape sbnrnyer

Sunday, January 27, 2008

where rainbow ends

am so~~ afraid dat i going to waste years of my life
waiting for d right man
when i actually knows rite from beginning who it wud be

alamak,kena jilat ludah balik ker
but he keeps running back to me
not him literally
d memories of him

benci...benci...

Friday, January 11, 2008

s.u.p.e.r.n.a.t.u.r.a.l

sigh.......
its not done yet
its just started