Monday, August 18, 2008

Hasad dengki: Penyakit hati yang menghapuskan segala kebaikan.

what's new
just the same old grumpy whiner woman

a fren got married on saturday and the reception was on sunday
its a nice event
except that i am not hapi
not like im not hepi
just didnt have much adrenaline
to be joy
apape la

i did felt a bit 'sebak' for her
we have been friend for years afterall (since year 2001)
it was so and so

and i know i was jealous actually
despite the treatment that i despise la

overall she IS a nice person
with a goody-goody face
it was my fault actually that i did not intend to open up to her
on things that might/made me feels 'unsettled'

its not her fault
seriously

she has a great life
so whom she can blame
if i or someother people whom not really comfortable with her did not happy
what right we have to blame her

she got her portion and i got mine
so as everybody else

so x payah la nak dengki2
its a new chapter for her now
and deep down from me
good luck!!

best wishes from me

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