hohoho
i got a new hair-do
best....

m.o.o.d.y

i just read a fewof my previous post
i guess i'm in gloomy...

mgkn jgk hn stressing
most of d time
bile hana nk buat sebaik mgkn, d result turned out vise versa
jd, bl skrg hn rs nk buat sebaik mgkn...
hana rs takut

i am afraid of failure
bg hn,org yg takut dgn kegagalan ialah org yg pernh merasa kegagalan itself
so, bl someone yg hn rs x pernh gagal talk about he is afraid of failure
it sounds funny to me

ya Allah, mudahkanlah jalan hana
tentukanlah yang terbaik untuk hana
you know how bad i want to do it well
i dont wanna be d same person i used to be years before
even i cant make it big
at least, let it be at d same level as my sisters before

ni yg susah bila dpt adik beradik pandai2
tertekan...

GAMBARIMASU hana-san
i know i can make it
just as the last time during my spm n diploma days
alang2 dh pegi jauh...
abiskan terus
just another month to go

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

~trying to be optimistic

rambling

I guess
I’m just... exhausted.
Hating someone is exhausting.
Trying to please everybody also is exhausting
For me...the most exhausting of all
is to trying to pushing my limits
trying to do something that is outside my power

there are some things i just can't help but talk about.
some things we just don't want to hear,
and some things i say because i can't be silent any longer.
Some things are more than what i say.
They're what i do.
Most of the things i say because i have no other choice.
Most of the things i keep to myself.
And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.

I guess i need to learn how to communicate more
need to learn to accept help
need to change my view it is not too childish to take
but i read somewhere
“a lot of non-takers are really quite happy witj themselves”
hehehh..
i guess i am hepi wif myself
but still,
funny thing is, once we grow up,
learn our words and really start talking,
the harder it becomes to know what to say.
Or how to ask for what we really need.

~gambarisu!!!less than a month to go for report submission date

too much

how do you know how much is too much?
too much too soon.
too much information.
too much fun.
too much love, or too much to ask of someone?

When is it all just too much for us 2 bear?