m.o.o.d.y

i just read a fewof my previous post
i guess i'm in gloomy...

mgkn jgk hn stressing
most of d time
bile hana nk buat sebaik mgkn, d result turned out vise versa
jd, bl skrg hn rs nk buat sebaik mgkn...
hana rs takut

i am afraid of failure
bg hn,org yg takut dgn kegagalan ialah org yg pernh merasa kegagalan itself
so, bl someone yg hn rs x pernh gagal talk about he is afraid of failure
it sounds funny to me

ya Allah, mudahkanlah jalan hana
tentukanlah yang terbaik untuk hana
you know how bad i want to do it well
i dont wanna be d same person i used to be years before
even i cant make it big
at least, let it be at d same level as my sisters before

ni yg susah bila dpt adik beradik pandai2
tertekan...

GAMBARIMASU hana-san
i know i can make it
just as the last time during my spm n diploma days
alang2 dh pegi jauh...
abiskan terus
just another month to go

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

~trying to be optimistic