work sucks!

i wish im not in malaysia
december..cepat la sampai T_T

i have experiencing eyes twitching for days. my right's eye. i need medical explanation for this. so i google it up. here's the causes;

• Stress
• Tiredness
• Eye strain
• Caffeine
• Alcohol
• Dry eyes
• Nutritional imbalances
• Allergies

so you said someone miss me huh!

gentleman's dignity

I know something’s gone awry but I feel like going on
I know I could be wrong but I also could be right

And I feel the earth is turning faster before I saw you there

I feel the sky is spinning lighter before I saw you there
And I see the things are not the same again
Cause you’re here cause you’re there cause you’re everywhere

Now I know how my times can be still in the way
Hope this could last until we find brighter days
I know how my times can be still in the way
I hoping this could last until we fade away

I know something’s gone awry but I feel like going on
I know I need to say good bye for I’m off for the brand new days with you

feels like want to disappear

i may look happy bubly and dont really care much
but  i like to keep my issue(s) straight.
 if you want to playing around with your words and actions, think again!
i dont think you are ready for this.you wont be able to handle me

mature atau heartless?

a series of unfortunate events for today
1.my tyre got pancit.
pagi2 nk pegi keje tgk tayar pancit.

2.still dealing with the stupid supplier for the 100th times.

3.the quarters, the house that was meant to be mine , not that 100% will be mine.
some sort of miscommunication when im supposed to get the house's keys within 7 working days.informed one of the officer that i will only manage to get the key on 19th nov but the information was not being shared with his colleague.so..i need to wait for the result/decision whether the house would still be mine.

surprisingly...im not getting mad or cry to all those three events.someone said 'hana dah matang.darjah kesabaran dh tambah .'
that makes me thinking
im concern.
is it that im getting mature or..am i heartless??