stress

nak corneto
solero
dan magnum

tak ketinggalan tutti fruity
TT_TT

I believe in God and He has a plan for me. When He shuts one door, he opens another. I am trying to use the proper channel. If it didn’t work out, there must be another way.

Others’ decision is not something that I can control. This is what I want.
So I will decide on what I can control. Be it something drastic. Waalahualam

as expected

isu cuti.

im going all out.if everything didnt work out, regardsless how hard to swallow,
it must be a good reason for it.

bersangka baik na.

to do list

1. apply uni - checked.
2. apply sponsor - checked
3. secure a sponsor - checked
4. secure a placement (uni) - checked
5. mohon cuti belajar - first layer settled. still waiting for the second layer approval
6. tibi test - checked (with extra cost and dramatic story)
7. visa - applied (31/7/2013) wait until approval of cuti belajar from second layer
8. flight ticket - make sure settle with visa first (if possible...)
9. SSLN - checked
10. e-vetting - still pending.and waiting.hurmm
11. BTN - checked
12. accommodation!!!!!!! - checked (30/7/2013)
(pending. major headache. everything is expensive at English City. it soooo hard to find a room with in my budget. 400 pound pcm kalau dkt city lain boleh dpt satu rumah 2 bed or 3 bed silap2. keep praying moga2 dapat la the cheapest hall tu.)

so semua yg pending mmg mendebarkan...moga cuti lulus. visa xde isu. dan bilik pun dapat

p/s: im having a second thought pasal budi-the-car. sebab pegi setahun je.tapi tak sampai hati nk susahkan mak. hu3

PHASE UJIAN

Tiada yang sempurna di dunia * Terjatuh panjatlah semula * Tetapi apa gunanya * Jika tiada akhirnya
Tercipta seindah-indahnya * Namun kelak akan berubah * Ubah ke arah bahagia * Itu semua di dunia

Aku berhak ‘tuk bermimpi * Mahu kau sertai sekali

Mana oh mana perginya cinta * Masih kau ingatkah * Saat-saat indah * Mana oh mana perginya rasa * Tuk bermesra dan bicara * Nyatakanlah mimpiku engkau dan aku * Ubah demi masa

Lama tak ku terbuka * Lelah lidah ku berkata * Apakah ini hakikatnya * Di pengakhiran cerita

Kita berhak ‘tuk bermimpi * Mahu kau sertai sekali

Nyatakanlah mimpiku engkau dan aku * Ubah demi masa * Nyatakan mimpiku * Ubah demi masa

TT_TT

untuk menyatakan redha dan betul2 menerimanya bukan satu perkara mudah.
i am thissss close, yet sinarnya macam malap.

mulut selalu kata, its 50-50
tapi hati mcm dah yakin sepenuhnya
bila datang ujian.dugaan.mula terkedu

Ya Allah, moga ini hanya satu ujian dari Mu.
Insyaallah, yang terbaik untuk hana