Invisible Man

I am truly understood wat are invisible means. Then, u don’t have to remind me.
I do not wish that she will be alone for the rest of her life. Since I know it would be lonely for being alone. But I am clearly understood why men can’t stand her.
She expect others will get along with her. She expect others may agree with her.
But she never try to get along with people, do not want to agree with anybody.
You may be successful, but what is the meaning if you don’t have anyone around to share it with you.
Believe me, I will never be someone ‘big’ like you did. I do not want such things.
You really don’t know me.....

nnnnnn

Keras Hati

That guy deserved to got such respect from her
But this guy, nope!!!
He didn’t deserve the respect from me

Saya berkira2 selama mana saya harus berkeras hati. Berpegang pada prinsip saya. Pada apa yang saya dan mahu semua orang percaya yang ianya benar. Tidak bermakna saya tidak memaafkan dia. Cuma saya tidak dapat melupakan apa yang telah dia lakukan. Dan hingga saat ini, dia bagai tidak mengaku akan kesilapannya dengan tidak berbuat apa2 pada permasalahan yang kami hadapi.

Saya beranggapan apa yang saya lakukan sekarang tidak bermaksud saya tidak memaafkan dia. Cuma saya tidak dapat melupakan apa yang telah dia lakukan.

To forgive is not to forget!!!
I do forgave him but still did not forget what he had done
I will never forget!!!

Benar saya ini keras hati. Namun, saya juga jelas, sekeras2 hati saya, saya mengenali sekurang2nya tiga manusia yang lebih keras hati daripada saya. Saya amat jelas sifat keras hati tidak baik untuk diri sesiapa jua. Lalu saya berdoa semoga Allah akan melembutkan hati saya. Agar saya tidak akan terlepas peluang2 yang seharusnya saya rebut, tetapi saya lepaskan demi kerana ego saya dan kekerasan hati saya ini.

Amin....

got an offline msg from peja regarding the convo days.

d thing is

i have no plan at all to attending d ceremony

seriously!!!

This song give me a headache

Hurt-Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this,
oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

~seriously, go watch the MV, then you know wat i mean

penat.....
all d sleepless nights n emotional struggles
harap2 keputusannye memuaskan hati
bkn memuaskan shj
tp, memuaskan hati hana
and yes, i'm so hard to be please