masa ambil result SPM, i can hardly remember how i felt.
i think, i was nervous. how nervous i was, i cant remember it now.

then, i remember that i dont really gave that much thought on university's admission/enrollment
in the other words, i was confident that i will managed to get a place in university
same goes during my degree (i went for diploma first)

once i finished my degree, i did made efforts to look for a job. i mean, its not like i landed a job just like that. but i believe deep inside that i have a 'not so bad' resume.so i did landed a job. in fact, i have the luxury to have options at that moment.

today.for a long long time.from what i can/could remember. i feel nervous.anxious.nak pitam.nak pengsan.literally cant sleep at night.waiting for a result.

ya Allah.sungguh hana mahukan ia.tapi kalau ditakdirkan tiada rezekiku, moga hati hana redha.tidak kecewa.moga hana percaya ada yang lebih baik untuk ku.