ade satu bende yg aku xde hati nak buat
sbb tu la aku sanggup buat keje skrg

it just make me wonder
kalo aku x buat keje nih
ape agaknyer keje aku eh~?

btw, im going away in few more days
hope its going to fresh me up

tak ingat da satu hal

lambat hal lain pulak

the most wasted day is that in which we have not laughed

by sebastian rock chamfort

numb.dead.the longer this continued.the more splintered apart i became.as if i were two people.one warm n yielding the other paralyzed with alarm

' milestone tahun ni sume da settle' wo00ot w0ot

1. The guy that I think that like me and I think I can like him back is someone elses pakwe

2. The guy that im dating and that is not someone elses pakwe, I just couldnt manage to like him back

3. The guy that I think I most despise sampai sakit2 kepala, apperantly is someone that I keep thinking about

Sigh…

4. I want to eat prosperity mcdonald….

5. da dpt pavlova.lalalala….

6. Pastu dpt mkn kat miyagi

7. Yes, im dating out of boredom.abes la aku kena panah petir main2 hati org sbb tu la x jumpe2 lagik my other half.

8. Pastu aku tau my colleague buat ‘secret’ arrangement for birthdayS celebration.ha3…kantaoi.so many of us that were born on November.so ari2 ade je org merengek nak hadiah

9. Secretly, I wish he also would be coming.

10. I.Aint.Affected.By. Harmless.Flirt

Sigh again~

I watched twilight on starmovies last nite. Perasaan aku atas perasaan aku mase tgk smlm masih sama. It create unnecessary tensen kat aku. X pasal2 muka aku pun mcm org in pain. So, mcm biase aku masih x paham wat la all the crazeeyy-ness over the actors.konfius mius. and btw, the so-called hotshot drop dead gorgeous hensem petala kesepuluh tu, aku tgk mcm the so-unwashed. Naseb la kalo nk kutuk aku mengata die sbb x dpt kan, tp sungguh tiap kali aku nmpk muka die kat magz ke newspaper ker confirm nmpk mcm x mandi. Dgn beard berjurai x shave le bagai. Biase la, artis kan, bz memanjang.

Anyhoo, to justify myself mmg aku tgk twilight dolu kat cinema. Dan mesti aku tgk jgk new moon nih. Mmg aku cam muka pelakon2nyer pun. But it doesn’t meaning aku suke kat dema. Maybe sbb aku bace all 4 books. So its kind a spoiler da utk aku yg da tau ape jd kat dorg tuh. Senang ckp, saje..entertainment utk aku kutuk kutuk ngata ngata pelakon2 tuh. Btw, nak tau full story aku bley crite kat korg. Ui think I can stil remember d whole 4 books’s storyline vividly. Of course le kena byr. No such thing as free lunch eh in this world.

coming to end 2009 has no meanings for me. i would very much like to review my resolutions last year and make a KPI out of it but that doesn't matter anymore. i probably am screwed up than 2008, and MORALLY BANKRUPT.

so next year, i am taking a different approach. i will have no goals. except my tradition of losing weight. gain,lose,gain,lose,WHATEVER!as long as i fit into my jeans.

however i am increasing my travel, and any kind of travel will take into account. let see. places i've been in 09 was kluang, jb, Cameron highland, kota tinggi, k.t’ganu, dungun, kemaman, genting, langkawi, kedah, kapas, fraser, penang, Melaka, pd, bandung, seremban, Melaka lagi, pd lagi, seremban lagi, kemaman lagi, dungun balik, kluang lagi, pd lagi, seremban lagi, pangkor, lumut, seremban lagi, Melaka lagi (hurm…I mite end up living at pd seremban or Melaka kot mcm nih)

so 2010 would pretty much include pd, Melaka, seremban (these 3 confirm mesti dlm list), shah alam, Thailand, London, Scotland, s’pore, sabah, brussel, emeriyah arab bersatu, morocco, Dublin, Babylon, cyberjaya, parcel c, parcel d-z, dubai,helsinki,and taman equine. money is not an issue. my astrologers said that i will be rich next year and so i believe them CAUSE IT MAKES ME HAPPY TO THINK THAT I'M RICH.

as this post has no title, i will also end this entry with no meanings whatsoever and could be the least of your concern very abruptly.

madinah few years ago

i dont love mondays btw

aku x sepatutnyer tau. tp aku da x sengaja ter'tau'.jgn...jgn datang....or u going to messing up my emotions