Rejection

‘Rejection is still a rejection’
Dat is wat i said to 1 of my fren who suffering wif somekind of disease
which is; trying to accepting and recovering from a rejection.
but I guess d feelings just resolve around ‘like’
it’s not like she oready fallin’ for dis guy
only dat she saw d potential dat d feeling can be developing into luv.
that is wat I thought
wat she really felt is still something dat I can’t figured out.

dis guy rejected her by saying dat he just want to keep their r/ship just as a good fren
which I can’t totally accept if he constantly messaging n calling her almost every nite
n treating her like a princess.
(wat d ****)
then, gave dis kind of lame excuses just to get away from her
but it’s not like he totally gone
he still msg-ing n calling her; even not everyday anymore.
tu pn, aftr my fren scolded him by reminding him dat he oready rejected her
to make a point dat he sudn’t be too nice to her
n it’s based on my so called ‘suggestion’
hahaha…
can’t even imagine dat she asked me for a ‘cruel advice’
hana budak yg baik tau
idea je banyak
buatnyer x pernah
but there is 1 person who are better than me in making ‘evil thought’ and ‘vengeful thing’
and dat person is……..dayah!!!
giler hebat idea2 kejam die.
Still, revolves in thought only
Idak la sekejam tu nk wat
it just didn’t seem very right of me
to think a good n nice thing in the first place.
heheh……

I guess it’s a nice experience.
Me myself never been rejected by a guy; officially
Rejecting pernah ler..heheh…
ye ker…!!??
If it’s a one sided luv then it also considered as a rejection kan!?
ok ler…
Hana pn pernah ler kena reject
But a fren of mine said; ‘love is something dat we share’
so, 1 sided luv cudn’t be considered as love hah!?!
aper2 la…
i’m so~ over him.
and ini bkn ckp kosong.
sungguh2 punyer mmg dh luper.
tp..(ade jgk tapi tu!) ade la rs marah ckit2 lagi
Why ar!!?
guys kan…always hav d tendency to make a woman ‘perasan’.
pas tu x ngake lak
is they only want to make ‘dis ’ as a channel for his lonesome-->there goes to my fren’s situation
it seems dat I’m overly protecting myself nowadays
to make sure dat I can’t be hurt easily by guy(s) n make it clear dat luv is not my priority
at d moment je ler
heheh….
I do want to get married to a beautiful compassion, intelligent man.
Living in a beautiful home with children.
(kalo hepi..kire beautiful la umah kan!?)
Having enough money to be worried free.
(but please….i’m no materialistic ok!!it’s not all about d money aftrall)
I believed I’m deeply worthy of being well love and I deserve to be well love.
and will able to handle anything that comes my way.
security for me is no in having things, but in handling things.
afterall, I oready got a great bunch of frens n family..!!

It’s not easy for a woman to make d very 1st step
dh ar kena tebalkn muke bile kena reject tmbh2 le lg malunyer
kasihan kwn aku…..
but she said, it mite be her false.
since she also did mentioned dat ‘she also want them to be a good fren only’

for me….
If I found there is a guy that really captured my attention
i will try to analyze n differentiate my feelings.
If I ‘think’ dat dis guy can suit me well.
That we have same perspective twds life,
and some1 dat I can bring home to be introduce to my mom
maybe, I will try to make d 1st step.
but then, I will leave d rest to dat guy.
if he shows no interest in me,
then that’s ok.
howver, I will only do dat kind of 'commit ' to a guy who I like
but not yet luv.
If I oready felt for him n been rejected later
hohohoho……3 thn pn blm tentu aku recover…………

~getting annoyed wif such a big fuss wif siti-n-datuk-k’s wedding. kecoh betol!!!!brp byk ntah blanje kawin die.
t’ingt ckp dayah ‘sdgkn anak2 perempuan nik aziz pn hantaran rm1000 je’. Kite tgk je la….
i believe ‘a good woman is for a good man n vice versa’ heheh…..
kalo bwk Abdullah fahmi (AQ) jmp parents aku mesti terus lulus kan.heheh…dh ar suara sodap…x jemu nk dgr. Bwuahahahaha………..(lantas t’ingt zaman2 tgk AQ kt baiduri. Muke dayah n ina yg melelehkn air liur memandang Abdullah fahmi. Dan iza yg t’kedang m’dgr suare mamat tu sedap sgt…’)